#textsneversent

Hey. You’ve been on my mind and I really wanted to talk to you again because I miss you a lot. I hate that we ended the way that we did but it was a losing battle. It hurts like hell seeing you next to someone in pictures that isn’t me. I know you won’t ever get to read this but writing this will hopefully give me the closure that I need to fully let go and say goodbye. I cherish all of our memories together and all the things we got to do and the places we got to go. I’ll never forget sitting up in your loft talking to you until 5 am about nothing and everything. I can’t go by the riverfront in town without thinking of the time we spent down there staring at the water just talking about life, how you’d always wait for me after work and sometimes you’d bring food for us. I know that the best thing is to forget you and move on, but I’m still here. I learned a lot from you during those almost 4 years together. Remember that time you had an ingrown hair in your beard and you thought it was cancer and that you were dying and I had to reassure you? I remember that. I remember everything. You’re not something that I had to block memories from. I think a part of me will always love you and love what we were at one point. Live life well TSV, I know I’ll try my best and I hope you get famous for your true talent one day.

rereading all of textsneversent because I enjoy pain and I don't want to read Crime and Punishment