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I need to be on a call with someone, forced to stay awake until my body cannot handle the exhaustion and passes out, and then be awoken by that same person calling again, berating me for having fallen asleep whilst talking to them.

Uncontrollable urge to call everyone "sir"/"ma'am".

Repeatedly remembering the details of that nightmare are making me want to be rpd again. Held down and used, at someone's mercy. I have a friend who would do it too. They just work too much and live a little far for convenient travel. Extremely upsetting.

There's something about having distressing nightmares about your body's childhood friends rping you.