Chapter one
You two didn’t know when to call it quits. That was your downfall.
You and Kurro have been together since you were 15 and 16 during high school, you two were one of the main couples. He had always been the popular nerd, you knew he had other options from the beginning. You knew that, but you loved him. That was your man, you thought you knew him better than anyone else in the world. Besides his family of course.
That was until the first time he cheated. He said it was a mistake, he said it was a mistake, he knew he was in the wrong when you banged on his chest screaming for an explanation to why he would ever cheat on you. It was Alisa. She was tall, blonde, and had the most beautiful eyes you knew you just couldn’t compare to. That was really what made you upset at the whole ordeal. She was completely different from you, why could she ever turn his head when he told you that you were his type down to a tea. After all he did for you, and all you did for him he decided to turn his head to someone else.
That was the first time you two took a break– it lasted about 2 months, until he came to your house crying and apologizing that he’d get better and the only one he truly wanted the entire time was you and that he’d cut off any other woman that he was talking to to prove his loyalty. You fell for it, but you knew you couldn’t even shake the fact that he did that in the first place. So you got your own revenge on him, sure it was petty, but it’s what your gut told you to do from the beginning.
You slept with his friend, Bokuto. That is what fucked him up dearly. He never knew you to be the one to take revenge on him like that– or even with his friend. He came at you hard that day, “ What the actual fuck is wrong with you?, “ He’d yell. “ You fucked him just to get back at something that I kept repeating I was sorry for?,”. That’s how it all went. He came at you sideways, you knew it was wrong. Bokuto was the complete opposite of Kurro, that was the whole point for Kurro to know what it truly felt like to be confused about the person he thought he knew.
That’s what brought you two to being 21 and 22. In a toxic ass relationship. Neither of you were willing to let go of each other, but the cheating was nonstop. First he slept with a few girls off the cheerleading team, then came you trying to get back and slept with a member of his volleyball team. It was a big thing, they both fought harshly during a game. The cops had to be called; you bailed Kurro from when he was in the holding cell. It was never ending. The arguments, the make-up sex– the pregnancy scares you two had. It all came to a point where everyone knew when you and him had a fight. I mean, you two couldn’t even hide it. He’d be trying to flirt with another girl right in front of you to see how’d you react. You’d show up to parties in little to no modesty in the dresses you wore just to watch him tear his eyes from whatever woman he was trying to get into pants that night.
You two were currently in the car– just sitting there. You knew you two had to talk a lot about certain things. Especially if you two even wanted a relationship at this point. You were drained physically and mentally you stopped the cheating about 4 months ago, you actually wanted to work on whatever you two were going through currently.
“ This can’t keep going on like this ku, “, you gave him this look; the only look he knew all too well. You were starting to get fed up with him and the situation all together. He didn’t know how and what words would make you stay with him. He just said the first thing that came to mind, “ We wouldn’t be in this predicament if you hadn’t slept with Bokuto to get back at me for something I repeatedly apologized for, “ he breathed the whole sentence out like he was catching his breath; searching your eyes for something– anything but the only thing he got back was pure disappointment in your eyes and the way they raked over his face.
“ I came here to talk as adults– were grown people now. We can’t be doing this petty shit breaking up and then getting back together then cheating. “ you whispered, “ If you truly want this, if you want me I need to hear you say it of believe me when I say i’ll get out this car and you’ll never see me again.”.
He truly looked at you.
He thought you were kidding and cracked a smile. He thought this was just going to be the cycle for the rest of his life. He was content if you were in it for the ride just like him.
“ So what?” “ Are we done? “











