#testim0ny

Now he who received seed among the thorns is he who hears the word, and the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches choke the word, and he becomes unfruitful. Matthew 13:22 NKJV In the parable of the sower, I am the seed that fell among the thorns. The thorns spring up and choke me until i soffocate. Many times, when my faith is being tested, my fears and overthinking cause me to act rationally instead of responding spiritually. Im not so much concerned about riches as i am about everything else: Love Family Friendship Fellowship Parenthood There are times when I put my own personal feelings before jesus. And for that reason i will not be fruitful. When the angels come to reap the harvest, I will be thrown in the barn with the other tares and set ablaze. And there will be wailing, weeping, and gnashing of teeth.

If i cant serve u Then u wont serve me If i cant serve u Then i wont serve her If i dont serve others They should not serve me I just got served Whats it gon be...?

I wanted to check myself into a rehabilitation center. I was feeling overwhelmed by my addiction, like I needded solitary confinement to detox. I just wanted a place to get my thoughts under control, my spirit refreshed, and a place that would restrain me from relapsing when withdrawal symptoms kicked in. So i got online and I found this one place that sounded good in the brochure. The 32 day program was rigorous, but way out of my price range; 70,000, I dont even make that in a year. This shocking discovery got me thinking, are all rehabilitaion programs this expensive? And if so why? We live in dark times. It would be nice if more affordable addiction treatment was available. I don't just mean drug and alcohol. I mean everything. Especially sex. A few years ago i would have laughed if someone told me they were addicted to sex. But this is no laughing matter. Sex addiction is too real. Just like those Truth commercial warn us about the harms of consuming cigarettes and tobacco. We need commercials, slogans, and armies speaking out against compulsive masturbation, promiscuity, safe sex practices, pornography, sadomasichism, and everything in between. Now is not the time to be embarrassed, nor is it the time pretend that these problems dont exist. We have been silent on this topic for too long and as a result people are suffering. Families break, marriages break, love (real love) has been forgotten and never known. Lets take our hearts and bodies back from these disgusting practices and consecrate them to recieve the full love and grace of God and each other.

Life is crazy. From the moment we come into the world we learn things. But this world is full of sin. It's difficult to see the good in the world and more importantly what God's will is for you, personally. What is God's (Jesus Christ Lord) will for me? But what does that mean specifically. Lately I been struggling to find out what God's purpose is for me specifically. However the truth of the matter is I may never know his exactly purpose for me. However it is not my place to know. If I enteralize his word and stay strong in my faith, I know that his spirit will lead me to my answers in this life and that next.

Amen