#testimonial

This was in 2016 at Wizard World Comic Con in Tulsa, Oklahoma, USA—it was in October, but I don’t recall the specific dates; I know there’s video of the incident I’m about to describe, because I remember seeing it circulating around various fan spaces after the fact

I had a front row seat in the Q&A panel in which this incident occurred, so I was able to get a good look at Sebastian’s facial expressions and body language

There was a young female fan attending with her mother—when I say she was young, I mean she was somewhere between 12 and 15 years old—who got a turn with the microphone and was so overcome that she started shaking and crying and struggling to put her words together

Her mom had stood up with her. She was rubbing her daughter’s back and sometimes squeezing her around the shoulders; it was obvious to me (I am also a mom) that she was trying to help calm her daughter down enough to speak coherently so she could have the fan moment she so desperately wanted

Watching the interplay between mom and daughter made me uncomfortable (my daughter was 8 at the time & she had some significant mental health issues growing up; watching a young girl struggle with what looked to be some kind of anxiety disorder was a bit triggering for me) so I watched Sebastian instead

The longer this girl struggled to talk, the closer he paid attention

And when this girl started openly sobbing, he smiled

I think now that he let the whole thing drag out specifically to see if she would cry

I can’t remember if he waited until her knees had given out or if he waited until they were on the verge of giving out but it was at one of those two points that he put the microphone down and ran out into the audience and scooped her up into a long lingering hug

(This young adolescent girl)

Of course there was thunderous applause and fans online gushed about how sweet and wonderful he was to leave the stage and give a hug to a young and obviously overwhelmed fan but I found the whole incident repulsive—if he’d lunged at my crying child like that, and given her the kind of lingering too-intimate hug that he did, I would not have been so nice about it

At the same Q&A, he made sexually suggestive comments to a fan who’d dressed up as the character he had sex with in I, Tonya

And while taking a photo with him, he got handsy with me

Not as handsy as he is with some fans, but I went into the photo op with the idea that I wouldn’t touch him. I was 40 years old—I’m 9 years older than him, for the folks counting at home—very happily married, and I was aware that he was in a relationship, and I was very concerned with not wanting to be a gross fan (I was buying heavily into his “persecuted privacy” narrative at the time & didn’t want to come off as a parasocial weirdo).

But he grabbed me by the hip and pulled me up against him, “with no room for the holy ghost” as my grandma might’ve said

I walked away from all of this with the opinion that he not only encourages obsessive parasocial fan behavior but that he actively craves it; I predict that at some point in the future there will be exploited-fan stories when he can't get the adulation he craves any other way

Like many others, I became a fan of him because of Bucky, Bucky seems to be the gateway drug LOL

I’ll close this testimonial with a petty remark—he’s not hot in person, he’s got kind of a rodent-face that gets flattened or something by the camera, and after seeing him in person I have never been able to look at his photos/movies and see the “attractive” actor that I used to see

feast for the whump girlies in the shape of one evan buckley, who simply wants to be loved and inexplicably isn't

like he's literally unloved in a my sister's keeper never let me go kind of way and the fact that it takes 4 seasons to get there is frankly insane

somehow can sensitively dive into things like post partum depression while also doing cursed amulet storylines. that's camp, babey!!!!!

everyone in this show is so bad at their job that it will make you feel better about your own workplace performance

guy complains that it costs LA taxpayers $88k to put a woman through fire academy but then we never think about those LA taxpayers when there's a 9.0 earthquake or a tsunami or a hurricane or a volcanic fissure opening up in the middle of the city (the last one is just where i'm predicting this show is going) (this isn't really a reason but more just an example of the kind of storytelling you have to emotionally prepare yourself for)

angela bassett is in it, even if she is a cop

god cursed the fire chief with magic blood so he can't kill himself and go to his idea of heaven (constantly making dinner for the wife and kids he killed with his alcoholism) (he does get to bang angela bassett though) (you like this dude because he's played by peter krause who could put on a fucking clinic on how to tee-hee dance his way around every red flag in human history)

ghosts are real and there are multiple weird plots based on this premise with shockingly long-term effects!!!!

EVERYONE is gay, even the people who are straight

jennifer love hewitt's studio ghibli sponsored tear ducts and ability to breast beautifully downstairs

two men are full ass raising a child together and they don't know that they've been married for several years now but they've been married for several years

Thank youuuuuuuuu! 🥹 that’s berry kind 💕

one of my favorites of all time thank you 💜💜💜💜💜💜

UwU i sent THIS little one a video of me goin soggy in my diapees~

they dont know, but halfway through i snapped my fingers and told them how excited they are to be diapeetrained~

oh, and if this particular little one is reading this-

🌀w🌀 no i didnt~ i didnt do anything to you~

nothing strange happened, nothing at all! you were just so excited to tell me you wanna be trained some more

trust Big Sis Luna, Big Sis knows best, Luna is so smart. you must remember to forget, you must forget to remember.

when you finish reading this, forget everything it said and tell me how excited you are! tell me how easy its been to use your diapees lately. and tell me how much they've been used today~

;3 pretend you're trying to humiliate yourself as much as possible~ you'll make Big Sis proud~

Good toy :) She's referring to:

Obey: https://www.tumblr.com/hypdom/751604007777271808/soundgasmnet

and

Good Girls Make More Good Girls: https://www.tumblr.com/hypdom/735557733719441408/hypdom-2048-game-good-girls-make-more-good-girls