#termoil

- (j)

Well, here's my best friend and I talking about how fucking excited we are that Jack uploaded a Termoil video again. We're so excited.

May 7 Turning Turmoil into Peace "With the world in such a turmoil, I feel I have been blessed to be where I am." Basic Text, p. 145 Some days it doesn't pay to turn on the news, we hear so many stories about violence and mayhem. When we used, many of us grew accustomed to violence. Through the fog of our addiction, we rarely got too disturbed by the state of the world. When we are clean, however, many of us find we are particularly sensitive to the world around us. As recovering people, what can we do to make it a better place? When we find ourselves disturbed by the turmoil of our world, we can find comfort in prayer and meditation. When it seems like everything is turned upside down, our contact with our Higher Power can be our calm in the midst of any storm. When we are centered on our spiritual path, we can respond to our fears with peace. And by living peaceably ourselves, we invite a spirit of peace to enter our world. As recovering people, we can affect positive change by doing our best to practice the principles of our program. Just for Today: I will enhance peace in the world by living, speaking, and acting peacefully in my own life. Shared via SelfHelp NA App, Copyright © 2007-2015, NA World Services, Inc. All Rights Reserved

How can i get myself "out there" ? And by "out there", i guess i mean the industry And by industry I'm probably talking about an animation studio or an illustration company or something Drawing has been such a passion of mine and i've worked hard to improve myself ( sometimes i feel not hard enough). However, i cant just "doodle" or "play" forever, what am i going to do? Am i going to keep it as a hobby and major in something else? Am i going to give it a chance and get an internship somewhere? I for sure dont want to be a "looser", which, unfortunately, seems to be the case. The way life feels now just feels so different then i thought it would be growing up. Heck im not even fully grown up yet so im not sure what im stressing about but i do know that choices need to be made, and i need to start makeing them Ah im sorry for my rambles but i just felt like maybe someone had advice for this child

-Monty West

Or not...