For @tentoorosemicrofics Moon + Singing
(Or 1.7k words of fluffy nonsense)
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When Rose Tyler was five years old, sheâd been cast as Sheep #3 in her schoolâs Nativity play.
It wasnât a very impressive partânot like Keisha, whoâd played Maryâbut she remembers the pride thatâd blazed through her when her Mumâd declared her brief stint as a farmyard animal as âincredibly convincingâ.
(Which probably wasnât all that much of a compliment, considering her role had consisted of little more than crouching into herself and some occasional bleating.)
Still, the experience had remained one of her fondest from childhood; her mum had taken her out for chips after, and there was a photo of the two of them outside the chippyâflushed and pink-cheeked from the cold, Rose still in costume, baring her teeth at the camera in a very un-sheeplike mannerâframed and hooked onto the wall at their old lost flat.
Years later, (and a universe away,) in the woes of late-stage-pregnancy-induced nostalgia, sheâd told the Doctor about it.
Unluckily for her, the Doctor, who was only a recent member of the human race, had never been part of a school stage performance. Heâd thought it hilarious, and Rose had had to endure three extremely long days of her husband trying to sneak in the most absurd sheep puns into every conversation.
Until sheâd had enough, and the Doctor had learned not to poke the extremely hormonal bear.
âRooose,â heâd said with the air of a man who simply couldnât help himself. â Let me out of the baaathroom.â
When their five year old skips into the kitchen with a crumpled pamphlet and a massive grin, however, the Doctor sings an entirely different song.
âI knew it all along,â he says loudly, sweeping Mia into his arms. âOf course youâve been castâno surprises there. Itâs in your blood, you know. Your mum was the finest actor her school ever saw.â
Rose groans, exasperated, turning just in time to see her daughterâs face pucker up into a frown.
âReally?â she asks dubiously. Even at her tender age, she knows her father can sometimes be full of it.
âOh, yes,â the Doctor says, eyes twinkling, pushing a stray strand of blonde hair behind her ear. âThey could hardly tell the difference.â
âShut up,â Rose tells him, whacking his shoulder lightly with a tea towel, before leaning in to press a kiss to their daughterâs forehead. âYouâre going to be brilliant, darling.â
The Doctor tells everyone who will listen, and then he tells everyone who wonât, too.
His daughterâs playing a moon. Sheâs got two whole lines. Sheâs brilliant.
âThis doesnât make any sense,â he tells her suddenly, late at night.
Rose squints up at him, rubbing sleep out of her eyes. âWhaâ?â
âThis!â he says, wrestling with an extremely worn piece of paper. âThis!â
Rose squints harder, and the script for Miaâs play comes into vision. The textâs been underlined and circled in several places, overwritten with the Doctorâs rapid, slanting hand, the margins full of swirling patterns and ovals sheâs come to recognise as the Doctorâs language, the same ones sheâd seen on the TARDIS.
The playâs about a boy from an alien planet, the Doctor explains with some amusement, and heâs looking for his pet cat (the starring role, naturally) but heâs lost, and Rose yawns, wondering why this world couldnât just stick to something simple like the Nativity.
âWhy would the moon even know where Abbadon is? And Abbadonâcome on. Name a cat that and itâs like you deserve to lose itâŠâ
âI donât think youâre supposed to,â Rose tells him drowsily.
âWhat, lose a cat?â
âThink about it this much.â
But the Doctorâs muttering to himself again, something about inflections and enunciation, pen in hand, so Rose turns to her side, succumbing to the warm embrace of sleep.
It's a warm autumn night, the day of the big show. Rose isnât sure whoâs more excited, Mia or the Doctor.
The schoolâs bustling late into the evening, only for tonight, and her heart grows warm as she notices Mia, who can barely walk in a straight line at the moment, taking in the familiar building like itâs something sheâs never seen before.
Itâs a whole new entity at night; wind rustling through the neatly trimmed shrubbery, the ducky swings swaying slightly in the playground, excited chattering from all the children running about behind stage and the all too familiar hissed instructions to stay still by exasperated teachers and parents.
They come to a stop backstage. Miaâs nearly vibrating with energy when she turns to look at Rose, eyes flashing sudden worry. âAre you leaving now?â
âI have to,â Rose tells her, squatting so she can be level with her daughterâs small face. âHave to get a good seat, donât I? Youâll do brilliantly, Mia, weâre already so proud of you.â
The girl nods once, and then her nameâs being called, and Miaâs teacher shuffles her away for her costume fitting.
Sheâs easily one of the smallest children there, and Rose feels a strange twisting in her gut when her daughter turns to give her one last timid wave.
The Doctorâs saved her a seat in the front row, because of course he has, and his extremely battered Converse tap the ground restlessly as he bickers with her mother. Itâs a habit he still hasnât given up, the shoesâno matter how posh heâs dressed, and it endears him to her, impossibly as it may seem, even more.
And he is dressed posh tonightâin his best tux, in fact; Rose simply hadnât the heart to tell him that heâd gone a little overboard.
âWell?â he asks her immediately, ignoring whatever it was her mum was saying before he caught sight of her.
âAll good,â Rose says, plonking down on the seat next to him. âA little nervous, but thatâs natural.â
âNervous?â the Doctor scoffs a bit too loudly, even as his frame visibly relaxes. âThereâs nothing to be nervous about. Itâs these other parents whoâve got to be nervous. No oneâs even going to notice their children after oursââ
âDoctor, shh!â
Itâs only when the lights turn on that Rose realises how large the audience actually is.
The auditoriumâs packed to the brim, and she feels a swooping unease in the pit of her stomach as she imagines their tiny daughter reciting her two lines under those harsh stage lights.
Had it been this hard on her mum? She spares Jackie Tyler a glance, who is chatting away happily to Pete, and wonders if it gets easier when thereâs a bit of a gap in relation.
The Doctorâs muttering to himself again, and Rose wonders if her experience wouldâve been as good if she hadnât successfully pulled off her bleatingâif sheâd gone on stage, frozen in front of that massive audience and forgotten her lines. She wonders if she shouldâve actually checked on what the father-daughter duo were up to every spare moment they got, because God knows what the Doctorâs taught Mia, andâ
âGood evening, everyone! Thank you so much for being here today. Our students are so excited toâŠâ
Itâs probably a good thing that the Doctor knows the entire script by heart, and proceeds to perform it live, because Rose can barely hear over the pounding in her ears.
Her grip on his palm (when had she grabbed his hand?) tightens when Mia stumbles slightly on entrance, the massive cardboard moon sheâs been taped to getting in the way of her feet in her haste to enter stage, but she regains balance swiftly.
âDonât worry,â she enunciates loudly, her voice clear as a bell. âIâll show you the way.â
And Roseâs entire being swells with pride.
Itâs magnificent, it isâeven if the Doctor begins applauding right after (only to be stopped by a mortified Rose), and she can tell by the way her daughter is beaming that all that bubbling anxietyâs now glee, and itâs positively overflowing.
Thereâs probably not that much sheâll remember about this age in her life but this moment? Of looking into the audience with a sense of accomplishment, and seeing her parents unbearably proud?
This moment is eternal.
The rest of the play flies past, the two of them barely paying attention, still coming off the high that this is their life, and this is their daughterâ
âI love you,â the Doctor says abruptly, lifting her palm to his lips. âThank you.â
For what? she wants to say, but the words never make it out of her throat.
Mia is, thankfully, moon-less when she barrels into her adoring fans, less than half an hour later.
âHow was it? HOW WAS IT?â
âAmazing,â Rose says truthfully, giving the girl a big hug, matching a wild smile with one of her own. âYou were amazing!â
âYou were wonderful, sweetheart,â her mum gushes.
âAn incredibly convincing portrayal,â Pete says dutifully. âBest moon Iâve ever seen.â
Mia turns to the last member of the foursome now, the one whose opinion probably matters the most, on tenterhooks.
âWell,â the Doctor frowns, tugging on his ear. âHonestly, Iâm a little disappointed.â
Miaâs face falls instantly. Jackie tuts in disapproval.
âDisappointed,â the Doctor continues, âbecause I didnât know we raised a thief. Whatâyou thought you could just steal the show like that and get away with it? The other parents are furious, you know. Weâve been getting requests all eveningâhavenât we, Rose? They all want to take you home, all jumping at the chance to have such a brilliant performer in the family. I told them Iâd think about it, of courseâŠmaybe for the right priceââ
âDADDY,â Mia shrieks when the penny finally drops. âYOU LIKED IT!â
âOf course I liked it!â the Doctor roars, sweeping the girl into his arms. âI loved it. Nine hundred years, Iâve never seen a betterâŠâ
Rose watches them bid her parents goodbye with a slight stinging in her eyes; the Doctorâs face is alight with happiness, and Mia looks like sheâs on another planet altogether.
The Doctor notices, because of course he does, stepping closer to Rose.
âWhat,â he says to Mia, even as his eyes never leave hers, âdâyou say to some chips?â
âYES!â
The Doctor chuckles fondly, before lowering the spirited girl to the ground, from where she takes off immediately after her grandparents, probably in the hopes of haggling for a few more sweeties.
He reaches into his jacket pocket then, retrieving a battered looking instant camera. She knows it mustâve been hard to track one of them downâthey hadnât much been in fashion in Peteâs World.
âI know itâs not the same,â he says almost shyly.
Her heart is expanding so much and so fast she thinks itâs a miracle her ribs arenât cracking from the force of it.
âNo,â Rose tells him, beaming, âitâs better.â
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