#ten updates

So basically the super short version is that once the c*vid hit real bad in march, lots of shit happened, like I had a v stressful summer job and started my senior year of college with distance learning but with profs who already did a semester of this and in many cases expected it to all be exactly the same as normal (one prof made me cry on a biweekly basis), I had a death in the family, the Whole World Happened, and all in all over the year my mental health went from the "this is fine" dog meme to "get thee to a crisis counselor." Like after school I could manage maybe One Chore and then was just sleeping all the time or maybe doing something mindless, when i wasn't actively wanting death. I didn't write for myself for like a year because I was writing Big Hecking Capstones and final projects and god it gives me hives thinking about.

However, now I have two BA's, an adjusted medication for my depression/anxiety, and am doing like ten thousand times better! I'm doing a gap year to rediscover how much I love the field I'm studying and combat the burnout, so hopefully in this gap year I'll be producing more content! I at least have content prepared for just about the rest of June, so I'll at the very least be quite active for the month if not for July and on!