I love him so much, his kisses, hugs, everything... I miss it all. I want him back here with me. I want May to come already. I want him. He made me so happy for the past 2 months, and if you felt like I did it'd feel terrible. I'm still crying and he left 5 hours ago. I really want to hear his voice, see those eyes, and hold his hand. Last night we danced at night in a park here in town to our song. Next time I go over there, but for now I have university. He wants me to do my best, get good grades, make him proud. He has things to finish as well, but all I can think of is him not being here next to me. I hope his flight went okay and that nothing bad happened.
Seriously, to me it hurt so much watching him leave. It felt like my heart ran off with him and I kept his here. My family hugged me and I started crying hard next to my sister. I miss people easily, especially the one I love. I wanna hear him, see him, and kiss him right now. Â His physical being makes me feel happy and safe.Â
Now I have no one to sleep next to, shower with, cuddle after lunch and dinner, also plan to pwn people in video games right next to me. He is wonderful even if we had our little arguments here and there, but those don't matter. Â I just can't wait till we see again, then I'll go through this process again. Me crying at the airport, wanting him to come down and hug me, kissing me again, and crying on the way home and once I enter my room.
I love him, I truly do. We've talked to each other for a year and more, we've been next to each other for almost three months and I wish it could've lasted much longer because I've never felt happier and at peace before.
