Every once in a while I realize (please read?)
that I have my face in GIF form
and I feel really warm and fuzzy inside
because how many people besides super fucking famous people get to have GIFs of themselves?
you guys are just wonderful
and yesterday i was feeling down, and just now I was too
and then I came across some artwork on my hardrive
and now i'm crying a little
because I don't know many of you at all
but you made these things and I'm in them
and I can't tell you how much it means to me, or describe to you how honored I am that you took the time to make them
but on the eve of my birthday, in a new place, far from my family, I want to let you know that you have made me feel very loved, and for that I can't thank you enough or convey to you the sincerity of what I'm saying now
but i love you all, and if you or anyone you know has ever made anything of me, please let them know that they make my day, each and everyday
and when I'm sad, they cheer me up
and when I'm lonely, they make me feel surrounded by friendly faces
and that tomorrow, when I'm getting shizzy for my 21st birthday, I will raise a glass to all of you, because you inspire me to keep going and I love you
that's what I realized, and I will never, ever forget it <3
Thank you so much
-Ellis
