#tearsdownmyface

Just recently, my dad lectures me about how I should study to get a good job to support myself in the future etc.. And I get it. But as soon as I finish my homework, I go downstairs and he sits me down to talk about "my future" but I tell him that I don't know what I want to do. Then I brought up the Young Americans as a possibility, maybe it doesn't translate that well in chinese. He's just like "nope" move on. But I kept insisting and he blew up. He even threatened, no promised to take me out of choir. This is just so infuriating. I wasn't saying that I would absolutely rely on the Young Americans in the future but more as a possibility to consider. But without choir in school, I can't live. There's no reason the wake up in the morning, to go to all these boring classes, to deal with all these annoying and ignorant people, without the fact that I get to see my choir family later that day, to know that in a few class period I'll see the people I belong with. Without choir, I'll die of heartbreak.