Author:Â http://teamcrazydicks.tumblr.com
Recipient: http://oxfordsemicolon-rebel.tumblr.com
Summary: It was supposed to be a reconnaissance mission. Gavin wasnât supposed to get hurt. Now heâs stuck in a hospital room with the Vagabond, waiting to get discharged. There are a lot of things they both donât want to tell the other about.
[For the prompt 'FakeAHCrew!AU. Person B is injured on a heist, the rest of the crew goes to comfort them. Unknown to the crew, however, is that Person A was also injured but doesn't want to reveal the injury for whatever reason.']
Warnings: Rated T, minor description of non-fatal injuries
WordCount:Â 5328
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The Fakes didnât go to hospitals. Not if they could help it. That was one of the unfortunate downsides to having a face synonymous with a spot on the LSPDâs most wanted list. They had the foresight to have an RN on their payroll instead, and a few industrially-stocked med kits in most places they might land after a job went south.
So when Gavin came to and, through a haze of drugs, pain, and exhaustion, blinked his eyes open and deduced he was in a hospital room, the thought that lazily floated to the forefront of his mind was, shit. His eyes tracked along the wall, the hanging TV that was off, the open window that showed it was sometime in the afternoon. He wasnât cuffed to the bed, and there werenât any cops at least. That was good. He relaxed again, knowing he was too weak to struggle to his feet and break out.
The next thought he had didnât float so much as navigate through the mental debris currently clouding his brain was that it was supposed to have been a simple reconnaissance mission. Easy. In and out. Little to no chance of getting shot. Gavin was the hacker, the tech guy. He didnât handle getting shot well. Save that for someone like â
Gavin jumped in his skin when the door banged open, grunted in pain a second later from the involuntary movement. The room had a small entryway, probably where the bathroom was, so there was a stretched pause between the door shutting again and the intruder appearing in Gavinâs line of sight.
Ryan stepped into the room. It took a moment for Gavin to realize it actually was Ryan; he had only caught the Vagabond out of the makeup and mask a handful of times, so it took a moment for his eyes to comprehend what he was seeing. That, and the guy had materialized wearing baggy jeans and a sweater, for Christâs sake. His long hair had been cut short. He was giving Gavin an eyeful of some expression. Anger? Blame? Then he just sighed, twisting a little Styrofoam cup in his hand to take a sip from the opened top.
Gavin tried to unstick his mouth and ask if the other man had come to put him out of his misery. But Ryan beat him to the punch, speaking up in that usually dry tone of his. âOf course you wake up in the five minutes it takes me to get some coffee.â He took another, pointed sip out of the cup.
Gavin tried to eke out an apology, but all that seemed to come out was air. Ryan placed the cup by Gavinâs bedside and moved behind his line of sight. He heard the sound of water being poured and was, some moments later, presented with his own cup with a long straw. Ryan held the cup while he drank. âMichael and I are alright,â Ryan prefaced. âYou were â well you werenât on deathâs doorstep or anything, but you were out of it for almost three days. Lots of superficial cuts; youâre on antibiotics for the infection on some of your deeper lacerations. They had to dig out some shrapnel in your abdomen and they were considering some physical therapy, due to the fact that they donât want you to move around a lot for a while.â
Gavin looked up at Ryan, processing everything he said. âA while?â
Ryan shrugged. âThey wanted to play it by ear, I guess. Donât worry, as soon as you can stand Iâm getting you out of here. If you need extra help, we can get somebody, do it in the privacy of your place.â Gavin nodded, leaning further against the pillows. Ryan put his water cup on the bedside table and took a seat next to his bed.
âHow did you even get us in here without the police finding out?â Gavin took a breath. âI mean, I probably look like someone who survived a bomb attack.â
âYeah, had to say something about letting off too many fireworks and not getting away in time.â
âFireworks?â
âConsidering we have a lake house and like throwing barbeques with our neighbors.â
Gavin squinted. âWe do? Since when?â
âSince you needed medical attention and weâre the only two people in the Crew who can have a normal civilian identity.â He held up his left hand, Gavin noticed there was a gold band on it.
âDonât tell meâŚâ
âYep. Iâm carrying yours. Youâre a size nine, right?â
He was. Gavin didnât need to think long and hard about how Ryan might have figured that one out. âI donât know why youâd even ask, as if you didnât already size me for that and my casket, too.â Ryan smiled.
âI didnât size you for your casket. I donât think they even do that anymore. You think Iâm making you your own coffin? Iâm a busy man.â
âNot so busy that you couldnât sit by your apparent husbandâs bedside.â Finding that his hand was fine to move, he drummed a pattern on the sheets, then yawned.
âWell,â Ryan said, âI was kind of poking at what you got from the USB stick. Trying to see if I could get any damning evidence on those guys. Some locations, names.â
âAnything?â
âI found the name Lemuria, not sure if thatâs their gangâs name or some drug or what. Itâs all encrypted, and I canât get any further without a cipher.â
With some effort, Gavin rolled onto his side. He sighed; despite the effort of moving, his back ached from laying that way for so long. âI made a de-encryption program a while back that uses a lot of the more popular ciphers. We can program more in too, if we can find any that might work. If you call Geoff I can tell him to bring my laptop over and ââ
âNo,â Ryan interrupted.
âNo?â
âNot yet. You just woke up.â
âYeah, exactly. Iâm awake.â
âAfter being out for three days.â
âWhat, you think I donât know my own code?â
âNo, I just ââ There was a loud rap on the door; a moment later a woman in maroon scrubs came through the door.
âOh! Mr. Foster, youâre awake, thatâs great. How are you feeling?â
Gavin blinked. âUh, a bit sore, from⌠everything, yeah. But good, otherwise. In one piece.â She smiled at him.
âIâll grab the doctor in a few minutes then. Weâll see if we can get you something for the pain. Did your husband explain your injuries?â Gavinâs eyes slid over to Ryan, who now had on an expression of worried fondness. He swallowed.
âUh, yes, he did. Lucky he was here when I woke up, yeah? Like, like sleeping beauty. Right?â
The nurse forced a laugh. âRight. Iâll be back in a minute.â She shut the door.
âSleeping beauty?â Ryan asked, after a moment.
âWhatever, I have to pretend weâre together, donât I?â
âSo you throw in fairy tale references? You might be laying it on a little thick.â
âYouâre laying it on a little thick, sod off.â Gavin thought about turning so his back was to the other man, but the idea made most of the muscles in his abdomen twinge in pain, so he stayed where he was.
âSod off,â Ryan echoed. âHow terribly British of you.â
âW â I am British, what are you on about?â Ryan shrugged.
âYou could be Welsh. Or Irish, right?â
âI could not.â
âScottish.â
âDonât even ââ Gavin squinted. âWhatâs your name?â
ââŚFeeling alright there?â
âNo you knob, I mean your â cover name, or whatever.â
âOh, uh. Mark Forster. And youâre Thomas Forster.â
âOkay, so, Mark,â Gavin growled with annoyance. âIâve had it up to bloody here with you.â
Ryan, surprisingly, laughed. âDid you just ask about our fake names so you could yell at me?â
âYou said I was laying it on thick. Fighting is like â taking it off, then, right?â
âThat doesnât make sense.â
âYou donât make sense.â
---
The doctor had checked on him some time later, and keeping up the charade of being a naĂŻve man that was too careless around some fireworks while his vitals were checked and the doctor not-so-subtly warned him about being more responsible had, unfortunately, taken a lot out of him. Well, that or the morphine drip. Either way, he slipped back to sleep without really noticing. He may have had a dream. Something with deserts, a mission that should have been easy but wasnât, a trap, a bomb, sound and light melded togetherâŚ
He was slowly woken by the sound of voices. Someone else was in the room. He didnât tense, knowing that would just cause more pain, instead he laid still and tried to make out the conversation.
ââŚYeah, here, donât spend it all in one place.â A manâs voice said. There was some shuffling, stuff moving around.
âThanks, but really â why are you here?â
âGeoff says he needs the codes, Ryan.â Gavin nearly furrowed his brow at that voice. That couldnât be Michael, could it?
âIâm working on it.â The sound of keys being hit on a laptop.
ââŚWhy canât Gavin work on it?â There was a petulant edge to his tone. Definitely Michael. Gavin nearly interrupted them, wanting to make sure the other was okay and figure out why the hell he was here, but his natural drive to eavesdrop got the best of him.
âHeâs a bit incapacitated, as you can see.â
âWell if you woke him up ââ
âIâm not going to â Michael, do not.â There was a pause. Someone shifting on their feet.
âThought you said you could get him out of here soon.â
âSoon. Not yet. Heâs not⌠I donât want to break him.â
Michael scoffed. âLook, I know Gavin is like, 130 pounds soaking wet. But heâs hardier than youâd think. He hates it when he thinks heâs laying around doing nothing. He already hates being behind the scenes all the time.â
âI know. Just⌠He was talking, earlier. I think he can go home tomorrow. Or the next day. Tell Geoff Iâm not breaking him out until I know it wonât actually break him.â
ââŚFine. Yeah, alright. Youâre probably right. But as soon as ââ
âI promise.â
âOkay. Um. Do you want me to â ?â
âNo. I mean. No thanks, cover, and everything.â
âIâm sure even the most attentive of husbands are allowed to go home, Ryan.â There was a pause, and Michael sighed.
âI mean, itâs just â you donât have the most airtight disguise?â Gavin desperately wanted to open his eyes now.
âWhat are you talking about? Itâs fine.â Another pause, Gavin imagined it was full of Ryan giving Michael a doubtful stare. âAlright, well, text me if you need something. Or if he needs something. And if he gets worse, or whatever â let me know. Iâll see you guys.â Footsteps, and a door swinging shut. Gavin exhaled very slowly through his nose.
âI know youâre awake,â Ryan murmured. Gavin cracked his eye open. âI could practically feel you spying on us.â Gavin answered with a smile, and Ryan rolled his eyes, his lips twitching despite himself.
âWhat were talking on about?â
âCouldnât you tell?â Gavin shrugged, content to play dumb for the moment. Ryan shut the laptop he had been using, carefully putting it under his chair and resting a tote bag â which Michael had probably given him â on top. âThe rest of the Crewâs getting⌠antsy about what files you might have found when you got that USB drive into the computers at their base. Itâs all encrypted but you can figure it out, I imagine.â
âI mean, yeah, probably. I could take a look, but youâre probably going to say no, yeah?â
âNoâs right. So far as we know they were just distributing drugs; no reason to treat them like a gang going to war with us yet.â
âEven if they did set up a bomb in their sham base and have it detonate when we tried to leave?â
âSo theyâve got secrets and donât want competition. We donât have the resources or the man power to go off on a crusade just yet.â Gavin hummed, trying to remain somewhat reasonable. Ryan had a point, as he usually did.
âSo youâre trying to put off any retaliation for as long as you can?â
âAny rash retaliation.â
âOoh, going behind Geoffâs back using me, huh? Thatâs dirty, I like it.â
âWhat? Itâs not just that. I wasnât lying about you being out of commission either. You still can barely sit up right now.â
âI can sit up. You saw me walk to the bathroom earlier and everything!â
âAfter I saw you fail to sit up and need me to pull you to your feet, yeah.â Gavin sighed. Stupid Ryan and his stupid points.
---
He was out in the desert. There was grit in his teeth, sand digging into the side of his face where he was laying. He squinted, seeing the fiery remains of a blown out building. The hideout he went to inspect. He knew he was injured, but he didnât feel pain, not yet. Instead he kept staring, watching the flames crawl up in the sky, higher and higher. The glass blew out of the windows, leaving smoking holes in the building.
A figure stood in the upper floor. Somehow, their shadow was darker than the smoke. Gavin squinted, trying to breathe in something that wasnât kicked up sand or ash.
It was Ryan. No. The Vagabond. Still in the skull mask, melting from the heat. He didnât seem to react any other way, just standing in the window, watching him as black rubber dripped down his face.
Another part of the building exploded, chunks of brick coming right towards him.
Gavin sat up in bed, breathing harshly. He was distantly aware of how his abdomen pulled and stretched painfully from his use of those muscles. He sighed, running his hands through his hair, then pressing them to his eyes for a moment. It was a bad dream, even if it was very loosely based on real events. âJust a dream,â he whispered to himself. When he moved his hands away, he realized it was nighttime, and Ryan was gone. A dim light shining from the roomâs entryway suggested he was in the bathroom, or had at least left the light on, should Gavin need stumble his way to the toilet at two in the morning.
âŚWhich may have been the case. With a steeling breath, Gavin swung his legs to the side and stood up, hobbling over to the bathroom door. It had been left ajar, so Gavin just pushed it the rest of the way open. He squinted as his vision filled with bright light.
ââŚRyan?â
Ryanâs sweater was tossed over the closed toilet lid, and the man himself stood at the sink. Gavin could see a flash of red from the mirror, and when Ryan turned to face him, he realized the color was from an angry line of broken flesh along Ryanâs side, which the other had tried to patch up with thread. It was holding, but it obviously wasnât healing well, if the irritated look and the mess of bloodied gauze in the sink was any indication.
âI thought I shut the door,â Ryan mumbled after a pregnant pause.
âWhat happened?â Gavin hissed, stepping further into the room in case Ryan got the idea to shut him out.
âNothing I canât handle. Iâm just changing the bandages.â
Gavinâs eyes grew wide, hand coming up as though he was about to reach out and touch Ryanâs wound. âYou got hit in that explosion, didnât you?â
âItâs nothing, Gavin, go back to bed.â
âItâs not nothing, Ryan. Look at it! Itâs infected, or â it wonât heal right.â
âItâll heal just fine, Gavin,â Ryan snapped. âStop yelling so I can patch it up.â
âWeâre in a hospital!â Gavin said, edging closer, hand still outstretched. âWhy donât you have them fix it for you?â
Ryan turned around, face twisted into a scowl. His mouth was opened, ready to hurl another insult, but he didnât seem to realize how close Gavin was, or where his arm was; instead Gavinâs forearm knocked painfully against the gash, and Ryan hissed through his teeth, pressing hard at the wound. Gavin looked on for a moment, the way Ryan hunched from the pain. He backed up a step. Then another, gears turning in his head.
âRyan,â Gavin said slowly, âIâm gonna call the nurse. And youâre gonna make up some bullshit story, and youâre gonna get actual stitches. Please.â Ryan frowned, fingers pressing harder against his side. âFor me?â
The renewed pain did most of the convincing, and after a moment Ryanâs stance wilted. âFine. For you, Gav.â Gavin internally breathed a sigh of relief. Even though Ryan had said yes, he didnât take his eyes off the other man, backing out of the bathroom to maintain a line of sight for as long as he could. He dashed towards the bed, hitting the call button with his thumb before edging back to the bathroomâs doorway. Ryan hadnât moved, still staring out at him.
His eyes were blue, so blue, and Gavin would have given anything to have his sunglasses on, to be able to look away without the risk of losing whatever game they were playing.
Both their heads snapped towards the entryway when one of the nurses knocked on the door and let herself in.
âMy husband hurt himself,â Gavin said immediately, pointing at the side he was still holding, âand he didnât tell anyone.â Ryan shot him a glare.
âYes, thank you, dear, I was about to tell her that,â he supplied.
âWell you didnât the first time around, did you?â Gavin replied, more than a little righteous.
The nurse gave Ryan a look that very much meant heâd be getting an earful later. âWhy donât we have you fill out some paperwork while we wait for an exam room to open, sir? Follow me.â Ryan hastily grabbed at the sweater still on the toilet, pressing it to his side. He glanced over at Gavin.
âUh, is it possible that â afterwards â I can come back here? I donât want to⌠leave my husband alone for too long.â She looked between the two of them.
âWeâll see what we can do.â She moved to the side, sweeping her arm so that Ryan walked in front of her.
âSee you soon,â Gavin murmured. Ryan gave him another glance. It wasnât icy or heated or annoyed. It was something else. Something he couldnât place.
Before he could try, Ryan murmured a âsee you,â before ducking out of the room. The door shut behind them.
Gavin sighed, looking down at himself. There was a small smear of blood along his forearm. He washed it off in the sink, tossing away the bandages. He splashed water on his face. Somehow, despite the drugs and residual tiredness, he had a feeling he wasnât going back to bed just yet.
---
Gavin was refreshing his twitter feed for the seventh time when Ryan walked in, wearing a blue sweatshirt with the name of the hospital along the chest. âHey,â he said, shutting the door. Gavin saw he was still favoring his injured side. Actual stitches probably pinched more than the gauze and fairy dust that Ryan had been using to keep himself together before.
âHey. Nice shirt.â
Ryan tugged at the hem of it. âYeah, well. Something about not wanting to put on an old sweater covered in dried blood, I guess.â
âCouldâve just called someone and have them bring a shirt down.â Ryan gave him a look. âWhat, you could have done.â
Ryan sighed, and instead of sitting down in his usual arm chair, he sat on the edge of Gavinâs bed, by his waist. He angled his body so he didnât have to twist himself to look over at the younger man. âIâd appreciate it, if, um. You didnât tell them about â this.â
âAnd miss out on prime blackmail material?â Gavin said with a smirk. The way Ryan was looking at him made him think his attempt at a joke had fallen flat. âHey,â he started, touching Ryanâs arm. âDid you know when you first joined the Crew, that I kind of hated you?â
âYou didnât hate me,â Ryan said immediately. âYou were scared of me.â Gavin felt a flush rise to his cheeks.
âWell â same thing.â
âNo. Hate and fear and definitely different things.â
âThe point is, either way, I wasnât real keen on you. Thought you were, well â all the stuff that made you scary. You were the Vagabond, and youâd probably find out where I lived and slit my throat, or something. Michael said I was being a prick about it, but you know how stubborn I can get.â He picked at the jagged line of his thumbnail for a moment, trying to get his thoughts straight. âThen there was this time, after some job we did or something, and everyone went out to celebrate, got absolutely trashed, and you, âcause of course you donât drink â had to take us all home. You even had to take Geoff nâ me through the door.â Watching up through his eyelashes, he saw Ryan crack a small smile. âI guess the right wordâs selfless. And dealing with drunk people is absolutely the worst. âSpecially us. Guess after that I started thinking, well, thereâs more to you than a mask. Youâre one of us. Really, properly, one of us.â He let out a small cough, mouth feeling dry for more ways than one. âGuess what Iâm getting at is â you are more than a mask, Ryan. Even if its⌠convenient for you to not be, most of the time. Doesnât mean any of us see you as this unfeeling evil mastermind or something. Doesnât mean you should see yourself that way either.â
He could see Ryan twist his mouth the way he did when he was trying to work out a problem in his head. It carried on like that for a handful of agonizing, pulling moments, him curled up in the hospital bed he was getting increasingly sick of, Ryan hunched in that blue sweatshirt that was maybe even more ridiculous than the sweater he once had on. Is this what he looked like on the odd weekend, Gavin couldnât help but think â did Ryan have an old hoodie and sweatpants that heâd lounge around in all day? What did he do in those quiet moments when there was no mask, no face paint, no jacket; just himself, the man, and no one else around to put on an act for? Ryanâs eyes flickered back over to him and he stiffened slightly, as though the other could read his thoughts.
âSo youâre not going to tell anyone?â he reiterated.
âUh â not if you quit being an idiot and admit if you need help,â Gavin said slowly. Ryan sucked on his teeth, nodded once, and stuck a hand out.
âThen we have a deal.â After a second, Gavin reached out, shaking Ryanâs hand once. His fingers were calloused, rough, and warm.
They parted, and the other man gingerly sat down in the hospital chair. Gavin put his phone on the bedside table, curling up on his side to face Ryan. âStiches hurt?â
âI always forget how unpleasant they are when they first put them in.â Gavin winced in sympathy, grateful in retrospect he was unconscious when they dug around at him. âDidnât help that I waited so long before getting them done right.â
âHowâd you manage that?â
Ryan shrugged a shoulder. âOnce they put you in for surgery I snuck around and found some supplies. I figured Iâd be set for a few hours or so, but when they finished with you and said you couldnât leave for a whileâŚâ
âYou could have left,â Gavin said pointedly. âI wasnât going anywhere. Wouldnât have even known you were gone, matter of fact.â
âGavin, we had all almost been blown up. Excuse me if I was feeling a little paranoid. If those guys somehow were able to trace our whereabouts, I mean, hell, weâre both practically sitting ducks right now. I donât think theyâre tracking us, butâŚâ
âYou didnât want to risk it,â Gavin finished, âgot it. Youâre rather thoughtful, arenât you?â
Ryan yawned, pressing a fist to his mouth. âIâm full of thoughts, might as well put some of them into action.â He slumped further into his chair. âForgot how much getting proper medical attention will take out of you, too,â he added.
âGonna go to sleep?â
âMight as well.â Ryan had been gone a few hours, but it was still dark outside, for now.
âCanât be comfortable in the chair.â
âItâs not,â He shifted again. âIâve made it this far.â
âWell now I know youâve got fresh stitches in you â maybe we can switch spots?â
âNo â youâve got it worse than me, you need the bed.â
âYouâre going to get a neck cramp or something.â
âI can handle a neck cramp, Gavin.â Ryan replied easily.
âWell â we could try to share, I guess,â he said. âYou know, technically the bedâs bigger than a twin. We could squeeze.â Ryanâs brows raised minutely.
ââŚYou sure?â
âWeâre both tired, and ââ Gavin couldnât exactly explain what else. Something had obviously shifted between them in the last couple of hours. A silent admittance of something that they knew was there, but didnât realize was a mutual feeling. Theyâd had a âmomentâ, as Michael probably would have said. Didnât that count for something? He moved to the far side of the mattress and turned down the covers. âCome on.â
Gavin was half surprised when Ryan actually got up, kicking off his shoes and slowly settling into bed, facing him. Immediately it was obvious that it was a tight fit. Parts of them were either pressed together or nearly touching; Ryanâs body heat immediately flooded against Gavinâs front, and a warmth settled in his stomach. Ryan rearranged the pillows into something more comfortable. âThis alright?â he asked. Gavin honestly didnât know what bit he was referring to.
âYeah, yeah, itâs fine,â he said, not sure where along Ryanâs face he was allowed to linger on. Instead he just closed his eyes, willing himself to the edge of sleep. Ryan was here, he rationalized. He was safe. They both were. There was no reason he had to stay up and wait any longer.
He fell asleep much sooner than he thought he would.
---
A nurse coming to check on their vitals woke them up; in the back of his mind, Gavin was thankful their cover story had them legally married. Somehow it made it a few degrees less awkward.
Even when they were alone again, Ryan stayed in bed with him, staring up at the ceiling. Gavinâs chin rested on the top of his shoulder.
âNow that weâre both patients,â Gavin started, âhowâre we gonna get out of here?â
âNot up for sneaking out?â He shook his head. âI texted Michael last night, said weâd probably be ready to leave by today. Iâm sure heâs planning something.â Gavin hummed in acknowledgement, staring blankly up at Ryanâs profile.
âBeing here is not fun,â he managed. âGlad you decided to keep me company.â
âI guess Iâm glad you forced me to get stitches.â
âYou guess.â Ryan chuckled, turning to face Gavin full-on.
âItâs nice to have someone looking out for me, then. Even if I didnât think I needed it. How about that?â
âBetter.â Their noses were nearly touching, they were so close. Ryan looked soft; bags under his eyes and the sunlight hitting his hair, pillow creases on his cheek.
Gavin was still surprised to find out that Ryanâs kiss was as soft as he looked. In all honesty, he had expected something harder; Ryan trying to get a reaction out of him, or gain an upper hand, like a mind game. Or maybe he just never wanted to think about it, was too afraid to put the effort into it and feed the thought more power. He could feel the hairs on the back of his neck stand up, not because of nerves, but because Ryanâs fingers were nervously hovering just above them, wanting but unsure if he could touch.
Carefully, Gavin reached up, his own hand tucking along the side of Ryanâs neck, and then he felt fingers brushing the hair along his nape.
Gavin hadnât really thought about what it would be like, him and Ryan. There was always⌠something there, but it had never been made concrete. He just got the impressions of things, how theyâd clash and fit together. Their usually erratic sleep schedules; who would make the coffee. Would kissing someone with a beard feel too rough after a while? Ryan weaved the perfect couple story so easily for him at the hospital; could it have been like that? Would it have been? It was all probably too much to think of, this early in the morning with so little sleep. Or maybe Gavin would never be well rested enough to have all the answers when it came to the man that was still kissing him, holding him carefully, sharing the too-small hospital bed.
The sound of a phone buzzing drew them both apart. Ryan reached for his cell, squinting adorably at the screen as he made out the letters. His mouth turned, before splitting into a grin.
âText from Michael,â he said, showing Gavin. âBreakout in fifteen minutes. Keep a lookout for Lindsay.â
âHeâs dragging Lindsay into this?â Gavin asked with a groan. Ryan kissed him again in answer.
---
Fifteen minutes later, and it turned out Lindsay was an absolutely necessary element. She opened the door dressed in cat-covered scrubs, pushing a wheelchair. âGet in, fucker,â she said, gesturing to the thing. Gavin did not feel particularly at ease getting situated in said wheelchair, even as Ryan kept up the pace, walking by his side. Lindsay actually chatted with a doctor while they all shared the elevator going down. Then, as they passed reception, she let out a good hearted laugh. âMan, hospitals are too trusting.â
âYou could say that,â Ryan answered, walking through the front parking lot. Michael was waiting for them in a nondescript car, honking the horn when they caught his line of sight. Gavin managed to slide into the back seat without hurting himself, and Ryan joined him. Michael and Lindsay sat up front, neither noticing the way Ryan very carefully drew the seatbelt over himself.
âAre we just leaving the wheelchair there?â Gavin asked, as they pulled away.
âApparently,â Ryan muttered, looking out the back window. âI wouldnât have minded a free wheelchair.â
ââCourse you wouldnât,â Gavin said, before tapping on the driverâs seat in front of him. âMichael! How you feeling, boi?â
âEh, got another scar, but Iâll live.â They pulled onto the highway. âWhat about you? How was it being Ryanâs fake husband for half the week?â
âDid you have to kiss?â Lindsay asked.
âYou always want my friends to kiss,â Michael complained.
âI mean, you could kiss your friends, but you always say no.â
âBecause Iâm literally married to you! Why would I try to go around kissing other people?â That devolved into an argument between the two of them. Gavin let out a breath and relaxed into his seat. Hanging out with Ryan had been fun, but he had missed everyone else, too.
As he relaxed against the leather, his arm stretched out, catching Ryanâs hand. He nearly pulled back, but Ryan was faster, entwining their fingers and giving a quick squeeze. He looked over. The older man was staring out the window, but Gavin could practically feel the smile the other had on.
Gavin felt himself smile at the thought. He squeezed back.














