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Due to ~drama~ with my coauthor, it’s becoming increasingly unlikely that These Eyes Are Blind will ever be updated. I am very sorry. I want so much to update it, and if it were solely up to me, I’d have it updated by yesterday, but it’s not solely up to me, which is why it’s taking so long, if it ever happens.
It’s a very messy situation, but there’s still something that’s almost hope about this fic getting finished, but it’s a win/lose scenario with every option.
I want to write this fic so much, but every time I contact my coauthor about it, she puts it off, and there’s nothing I can really do at this point. If I manage to convince her to let me write it myself, she’s going to be angry with me, but we keep going in circles, I told her that it’s been nearly a year and she still isn’t ready, and like, I get it, life happens, shit is hard, it’s always there, but like, I can’t wait forever, I have waited a year (literally, it was last updated in February of 2016).
But I know that she’s angry with me, it’s very apparent, and I hate people being angry with me. I’m not trying to be unreasonable, I just want this fic to get what it deserves, because it deserves an ending, any ending at all. And I don’t think I’m pressuring her, I mean, it’s been a year, and she keeps trying to make me out as the bad guy, when I’m not, neither of us is, but there’s so much friction there that even if I ever do find a time when she’s ready to write I don’t know that we’ll be able to work with each other anymore, because I think it’s clear that she doesn’t overly like me, and I’m trying, honestly, I’m trying to do the right thing, I’m trying so hard. I just don’t know what to do.
Probably the worst thing is that, when I did convince her to let me finish the fic, which was several months ago, before I ultimately decided to wait for her to be ready (which still hasn’t happened), she told me that she wouldn’t read the new chapters I wrote, and like, I get that she’s upset with me because she thinks I’m being a bitch, but it’s just haunted me ever since, because like, I don’t think I really deserved that? Like I want to do what’s best for this fic, and I gave her several months to find the time to be ready, and when I finally asked and she still wasn’t ready, she threw that at me, like I’m being unreasonable, and I hate it, and just thinking about all this shit makes me want to cry.
And I asked her again like two days ago, and she’s still not ready, and I feel like there’s a certain amount of time where I am allowed to expect something from her, either a willingness to write, or permission to write the fic by myself, and a year should be a long enough wait, but apparently I’m “rushing” her (her word, not mine). I just don’t see a year as a rush, personally.
I’m just very sorry to everyone. I hate that this is how it turned out, because it shouldn’t be so difficult to write a sweet little ending, but it is.
Hopefully, I’ll be able to convince her to let me finish the fic, and I’ll be able to live with myself that she’s pissed at me about it. But until then, I am sorry to everyone who has enjoyed These Eyes Are Blind, and has stuck through me and this fic through all this drama.
