(I won't say) I'm in love - Anna .
Regret was the only thing Dimitri could feel. Seeing everyone else being friendly with Anna killed him, and not in the protective way he had always felt about her, but in a more personal way. Dimitri always had feelings for Anna ever since he discovered them; they had changed with the years and right now, after a couple months of having find out what those feelings had become, it was hard to just slip back into those old emotions.
Dimitri frowned at the sight of another guy clearly hitting on her, and he wanted to interviene. He wanted to do something. He wanted to walk over and pass a hand through her waist and oh how he would love to hear her introducing him as her boyfriend once again. But they weren’t anymore, and even though Dimitri could act cool, and play around with as many girls as he wanted, it was just hard not be that guy for her anymore. But he wouldn’t say anything. No one would know. That chance was long gone, and even when he missed those days, mentioning it would cause more harm and pain than keeping it on his insides.
Dimitri cursed for himself, biting his lip trying to hold all the anger inside him. He let out a deep sigh as he turned back into his tent, into his mind full of uneccesary thoughts that kept going around and around, carving words in the back of his head: I won’t say I’m in love.
