She fidgeted slightly in her spot by the bay window as she fiddled with her phone. Farkle’s words rang through her mind over and over again as she stared at the time. She had gotten Auggie to sleep, and her parents wouldn’t be home for a few more hours, but she wasn’t entirely sure if Lucas would come if she asked him to. After a few more minutes of deliberation, she decided to text him. 

“Riley, I — you know I can’t promise that.”

send me a url and i’ll tell you the following;

my opinion on;

character in general:  This is a repeat, but I freaking adore Lucas Friar okay? Like. He’s adorable and I just love this boy so damn much. He’s too attractive for his own good! But also just he’s broken but he’s also so damn lovable? I love how chivalrous he is, and the fact that he’s so proper and just even though the bb has anger issues HE IS WORKING THROUGH THEM and PEOPLE FUCKING PROTECT LUCAS FRIAR WILL YOU?how they play them:  I could go on and on about how amazing my wife is with Lucas? She loves him and she just puts so much into her characters that I know she understands them in a way that you are supposed to. I literally hear Lucas’ voice when I read her replies and I just think she does an amazing job with Lucas and with all of her characters. the mun:  You want to hear about my wife? Well I love her okay? We’ve been friends for two years and I sincerely would be lost without her. She welcomed me into the arms of the GMW indie world and without her I probably would have left a long time ago. I feel like I can tell her ANYTHING, even if I’m having a shitty day at work, or if I’m not feeling too happy. I genuinely love her, and would do anything for her. She’s one of my people, and I feel lucky to have her. 

do i;

follow them:  always, it’s the lawrp with them:   always and foreverwant to rp with them:  silly questionship their character with mine:  Have I mentioned what Rucas trash I am? Because I am. Absolute Rucas Trash. Especially large Rucas trash.

what is my;

“I get what you mean now.  About the quiet.  I guess I have more of it than I thought I did.”

Love letter meme thing || Accepting

@tcxan

Lucas,

Have you ever wondered what it would be like if we never met? If we never crossed paths? My dad is always teaching us lessons about choices and how each little decision changes everything. I feel like if I had made the decision not to go with Maya that day it would have been the wrong one. My life wouldn’t have as much meaning if you weren't part of it I see the world differently because you came and colored it in shades of gold that I never knew existed. When I look at you I see the boy on the subway who taught me about love and true human compassion.

I see the person that I had my first real open and honest conversation with. I know that people say that I don’t see the flaws in others that I bury them or pretend they aren’t there, but it’s not true. I see your flaws and I just accept them, I focus on the better parts of you, the ones that deserve to be celebrated. But I’m not ashamed or afraid of any demons that lie in your closet because they could never amount to the love that I know is in your heart. People change people and you have certainly changed me, Lucas Friar. I see the different pieces of the puzzle now because of you, I understand that love isn’t so black and white.

It’s really messy like fights at car washes, but it can be sweet like first kisses. All of those things are things that I know are worth fighting for because of you. I know that sometimes that life gets crazy so I hope that you can hold onto this. Hold onto the fact that I love you and that I will never stop-- I’m a believer in that first loves never die. Hold onto the hope that you bring other people just by caring about them. Hold onto being the guy that breaks mold of being a stereotypical jock and looks past what other people might think is weird. Hold onto these words: just because there is darkness in you, it doesn’t make the light any dimmer. You shine brighter because the light has always been and always will be bigger than any shade of grey. Hold onto knowing that no matter what becomes of us you’re never alone.

You know I never understood how two souls were meant to connect, but then I met you and life changed forever. 

Always,