Bloody Knuckles â Hand-to-Hand â Joan + Angus
Joan wanted to scream by the time afternoon had rolled around. She had already eaten lunch, managed a twenty minute nap in her room, and taken a shower to wake herself up. She felt like her emotions were going to boil over, like she was going to actually start a fight before she even set foot into the arena. Like a caged animal, she was volatile and unpredictable. But still wore a smile and a laugh.
She made her way back down to the training room, her hair still damp and clinging to her neck from the shower. Her eyes were red from, well, crying, but she tried to hold her head up so they were less noticeable. She didnât want to be seen as weak, as the girl who got sick on stage. But she didnât want to be seen as the Career from Four, either. She wanted to be seen as Joan, happy and caring and not-completely-wired-by-the-Games-Joan.
Good luck with that, she thought bitterly and passed the stations sheâd already fiddled around with. She saw the bows and arrows at the archery station, knowing she didnât need any more practice with the familiar weapon. She walked past the swords and axes, figuring that another session of swinging a blade around wouldnât help her improve upon a skill sheâd practiced her hole life already. She passed the knots and traps station and groaned out loud, not wanting to visit there again, but knowing that she would have to make her third stop there eventually to study the techniques. She was just bad with rope. Funny, as a tribute from Four.
Her arms felt like they were on fire, the building anger and rage and emotion and frustration from the Games focused in her fists. She walked upon mats, straight into the martial arts and melee area, feeling the cushions under her feet. She had tunnel vision, biting her lip as she focused on the object she was walking towards. A hanging punching bag was attached tot he ceiling, and upon approaching it, she whacked it feebly with the side of her hand, and then again a bit harder. She hesitated through her one-track thoughts, realizing she needed to bind her hands before she started assaulting a rock-hard punching bag. Best she not head into the arena with a sprained or broken wrist.
Joan took a strip of thick, fighting-fabric and started wrapping her hands around and around. She paced as she wrapped in between fingers and around knuckles, focusing more on the back of her hand than where she was going - which is why she bumped right into a boy standing on a mat, stepping on his foot on accident.
âSh-Shit,â Joan breathed, backing up and looking towards the person she had just assaulted. âSorry.â She managed, her face growing hot from the mix of embarrassment, anger, and more embarrassment.