#tbd--

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anybody else want to flood my inbox? i'm on a fucking roll tonight

i’ve been suicidal for the past 6 or 7 years of my life. i cant remember a span of time where i havent wished once every few days to die. i still cry when i think about dying, it still scares me, but i haven’t seen a way out in so long. i’ve fallen through every possible crack i could have fallen through. im at the bottom and everything just crumbles slowly, getting worse and worse. even when i convince myself i might be able to make it time just slows down and i become painfully aware of what im doing. im barely alive. im barely alive and even when i have a good day it all just comes crashing down later. stability doesnt exist for me anymore. 

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hey u should reblog my selfies i need validation

I'm going to survive, I'm going to live, immg ONNA be ok there'll be a day where I'll never have to see them all again