#tatjash

“You say you gotta go and find yourself You say that you're becoming someone else Don't recognize the face in the mirror Looking back at you

You say you're leaving As you look away

I know there's really nothin' left to say Just know I'm here Whenever you need me I'll wait for you ....”

sorry for how late this is, and it probably wasn’t what you thought, but i hope you like it!

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Almost

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When he first saw her, in that fur coat, calling the name of the imaginary character in his film, he thought he was seeing an angel. She might have been the most singularly beautiful woman he ever saw. He was also aware of the fact she looked exactly how he envisioned Sandra, the hero of his film. The one to always pull Rip Hunter back from the edge, the heart and soul of the team, the one who befriended thief, arsonist, goddess, scientist, mechanic, inventor--and wayward, lost, broken captain.

In a few fleeting moments of terror, she swung down towards him, towards the two terrifying men that had confronted him. She whirled and spun and she fought like a--like Sandra. Like the woman he’d dreamed about. In the midst of his terror, they looked just like the team he’d made his film about. His fear got the best of him, he ran, hiding with his prop master, but when he took a glance over his hiding spot, he was mesmerized by the blonde women, fighting like a tiger, and she was calling his name.

“RIP!”

No, his name was Phil, not Rip. That wasn’t right. Then the sirens came, and he moved out to get to his film, and--his eyes caught hers as she fled, and his world went sideways for a bit. She eyes held so much emotion, certainty, anger, regret--and something else he couldn’t name. Something similar to the feeling of almost. Almost what?

1. Spell your name with song titles

That man - Caro Emerald

All of me - John Legend

This is your song - Ronan Keating

Just a fool - Christina Aguilera and Blake Shelton

Always - Bon Jovi

Sugar - Maroon 5

Human - Christina Perri

2. Why did you choose your url?

It isn’t original. My name’s Tania. I tried versions of my name and I changued letters. I thought this and I said myself that it was a good idea. XD

3. What is your middle name?

No middle name. I have two surnames.

4. If you could be any mythical creature what would you be?

A unicorn or a Fenix. 

5. Favourite colour?

Blue, Turquoise blue.

6. Song you do like right now.

Say yay! from Barei .It’s the song will represent Spain in Eurovision this year and I love it. I think that I hear the song a lot. 

7. Top 4 fandoms? 

(only 4? O.o)

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D, Arrow, Once upon a time, Brooklyn nine nine..... (and all the fandoms in my profile XD)

8. Tag 9 people. @squinternshadowhunter , @emmandhook , @lizeeeee , @xymeeforyou , @annaosfiart , @kgraphs , @ronaldinha , @foreverdandelionreal , @anasyx .... 

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by howdoyourespond 

Thank you!! I love this.

Favourite Colour: Blue, turquoise blue

Pet:  I haven’t a pet.

Wake-Up Time:  8:00 A.M during the week more or less. :p During the weekend I can easily sleep until 10:30 A.M. Iguess.

Cats or Dogs: dogs.

Coke or Pepsi: I don’t like coke or pepsi. (I prefer nestea or water) 

Day or Night: Depending my mood. Possibly day, but I’m a night person. It’s weird. hahahaha!

Text or Call: Text.

Chapstick or Lipstick: Lipstick

Last song I listened to: Ok, this is funny. “I see the light - Tangled soundtrack” but spanish (from Spain) version “Por fin ya veo la luz”. I was in a disney mood. XDXD

Favorite character: Peggy Carter

Second favorite character: Edwin Jarvis

Least favorite character: Vernon Masters

The character I’m most like: Angie Martinelli

Favorite pairing: Peggy/Daniel

Least favorite pairing: none?

Favorite moment: Peggy saying “I know my value”

Why I like them: She’s got brains of Leia Organa, and the skills of Han Solo. She’s a survivor. She defies genderroles. She puts others before herself. She’s a superhero without any powers. She is a complex and intriguing character to watch and of course a beacon of hope for those who get knocked down.

Why I don’t: I HATED THE MY LIFE IS ONLY COMPLETE WITH ANDREW BULLCRAP! Like I feel like it threw away two seasons of development and made Daisy and the rest of the team mean nothing to her. [and trust me I’d say it with Coulson too] 

Favorite episode (scene if movie): Tie, I loved “Melinda” because we saw her backstory and “Purpose in the Machine” cause of more May backstory and Papa May is an Angel sent by god we need more of him.

Favorite season/movie: 2 because of May development. I hope 3 fixes the romantic bullcrap she got.

Favorite line: Whether it was 8 seconds or 40, you died. There’s no way you can go through a trauma like that and not come out of it changed. You know how long it’s taken me to… [Phil in a Han Solo Way [meaning in a quiet i am looking at the bae like the sun] then Says:I know]. The point of these things is to remind us that… There is no going back, there’s only moving forward. You feel different because you *are* different.

Favorite outfit: I loved some of Melinda’s outfits this season. She looks good in jeans and a leather jacket. But the Silver dress ensemble is awesome too.

OTP: I ship Melinda May with two people on the show Phil Coulson of course but I also Love Love LOVE Melinda x Bobbi.

Brotp: Daisy, Jemma, Fitz, Triplett, basically anyone on the team.

Head Canon: My most recent one is she has a massive crush on Harrison Ford [cause we need fluffy May Canons]. Like Han Solo to her is like what Steve Rogers is to Phil. Only Phil knows about this. She loves Harrison Ford so much that the only time she becomes extremely OOC is when she is talking about Harrison Ford/Han Solo. She got so upset over what happened in TFA she demanded they TAHITIED Han right away.

Unpopular opinion: I like the Mama trope. I know some people think its very mysgonic but I kinda like how it takes away the misconception that she is this cold unfeeling woman and softens her up a bit.

A wish: Happiness joy and sunshine for Melinda May. I dont care if it has her going backpacking across Europe by herself, a Maylet of her own, a gay romance with Bobbi, a straight romance with Phil, a dog, a cat, just make her happy.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Obviously if May dies I will be more furious when “Han apparently died“. Make her miserable for the rest of her life. Ever do that silly Ex Husband plot again.

5 words to best describe them: brave, badass, resillant, heroic, amazing

My nickname for them: Millie [thanks to dad], Mels, May, The Female incarnation of Han Solo and John Sheppard.