#tarat

I’m so bad at holding back when it comes to buying decks. Lol. I ended up getting the TaRat by Nakisha. This deck is so freaking cute. I love it. It’s also interesting because there are quite a few cards that don’t fit the traditional RWS system. Two of those cards are pictured. The Two of Cups is jealousy and anxiet, and the Two of Pentacles is difficulty, obstacles, and setback. Those meanings come from the foldout that comes with the deck. It’s definitely going to be interesting. So far, I’ve interviewed it, and the deck comes off as a rat. Lol. I thought that might happen since my cat decks are like cats. 

I got both the mini and regular sized decks. (The regular is the size of playing cards.) The mini is getting put away for Christmas. I also knew that the decks came with eighteen rabbit art cards. However, the decks came with a bit more. Nakisha also added a card (The Hermit) from the mini version of the Rabbit Tarot, two art prints, and original mini art. That’s so freaking cool. I love it. I have some of the other decks by Nakisha on my Deck Lust list. I don’t know when I’ll end up getting those since they are quite a few others that I want first, but I do know that when I do get them, I’m going to be really happy. I mean, when I got it, I was even messaged that they were going to be shipped the next day and would take 3-5 business days. That’s so nice to know. I mean, I’m still waiting on these pillows that I ordered from someone on Etsy, and I ordered them two weeks ago. (The tracking says that they are still waiting for the package.)

Day Five of #monthofspreads : The Money Maker

Judgement (Where do my financial problems reside?): My financial issues lie in the fact that I just make money based on what comes up. I only go when the trumpet is played. I don’t have an actual source of income. It’s just grandparents spoiling me and babysitting when it needs done.

Queen of Clubs (How can I solve this issue?): I guess I need to think more like the queen of clubs? I always see her as nurturing the spark in others, but the paper describes her differently.I think it’s telling me to babysit more often? I mean, she is literally sitting. Lol. Anyway, her inspiring others would work with that, and also the sympathetic definition in the book works as well. It would also make sense because last month I couldn’t babysit because the FC was suppose to be doing something, and that something never happened. Twice. I could have made $40 last month, but I didn’t. They had to find another babysitter because the FC planned on coming together, but it just didn’t. I go to every event. The only time that I didn’t was the month that I was working hard on finishing my tarot deck because I needed to get it done in time for a concert.

Day Two of #MonthofSpreads : Tell Me Something Good.

I went ahead and used each word for each card because I felt like each word could bring something to the table.

The Devil (Something Good): Tbh, the first thing that came to mind was that season three of Lucifer starts tonight so... lol.

The Eight of Cups (Something Positive): I, like everyone, get frustrated at time. I also consider myself to be shy. I have a hard time speaking up because I feel like I’ll either be ignored or I’ll somehow be wrong. It’s something that I’ve just had to deal with my whole life. I just have to remind myself that it’s alright that I’m like this. It’s alright if I get frustrated and can’t speak. I am still making it through life alright. There may be a lot of cards on the rat’s back, but he is still holding them up. It’s hard, but he’s doing it. I may need to try to speak up more. I may need to hold up the anxiety that I get from it. It’s something that I need to learn. This reminds me of my current situation with the FC I’m in. I want to help, and I’m frustrated that we did nothing last month. I get ignored in real life, and I’ve been ignored in-game as well unless I’m talking one-on-one with someone. I need to know that it’s alright to speak up. Even if I struggle, I can do this.

Day One of the #MonthofSpreads : Past, Present, Future

I felt like I needed to use my favorite court card for myself. It felt right, and I definitely felt it after reading the sheet the deck came with. (I just got it, so I haven’t worked much with it yet.)

The message from my past self is the seven of pentacles. My past self is telling me that I need to work hard. (Literally I just did the opposite of that for my homework. I see how it is. lol.)

My present self is telling me that it’s done. It’s a good conclusion. Although the rat on the card looks kind of sad. I’d say that this may be a good conclusion for the future, but it doesn’t feel like one now. It kind of reminds me of a lot of stuff that goes on in my life. It works out later, but at that moment, I’m upset and sometimes lonely. I need to remember that everything will work out though. I will end up where I need to be. I just have to have faith that I will make it.