#tansytea

Dear person I hate,

you have been a complete ass. You made me feel like complete and udder shit about myself when there was nothing wrong with me. I should not have felt fat at 5'7 and 145lbs, but you told me I could stand to lose some weight, and because at the time I trusted you and thought you wanted what was best for me, i believed you. I also allowed you to completely enter every aspect of my life, and thought no one else would ever care for me. That was incredibly toxic, and you lead to me getting kicked out of my home. NOT OKAY DUDE, especially when you decided i was no longer worth talking to after that. I really enjoy the random messages i get every six months or so about how much you miss me and miss my body, I wonder what your girlfriend would think about you trying to convince me to come over. Also fuck you for trying to say i gave you the herp. and then fuck you for admitting it coudl have come through contact with your family (not sexual) since your parents both have it apparently and FUCK YOU FOR NOT TELLING ME ABOUT THAT WHILE WE WERE DATING. Have a wonderful life,

     - a girl who is way too awesome to be with your lame ass.

Dear Santa,

I haven't been the best person this year, but dammit i am trying. I probably shouldn't say dammit to Santa... I'm sorry. anyways, i would love a gift card to the full cup, as well as amazon money, and lots and lots of socks. goth make up is also pretty cool.  Also dont work too hard, you are getting up there in the years and i know climbing down chimneys cant be good for the back,

- a little shit who tries really hard to be a good person,

Dear Future Me,

 I really never think about me in the future, which is really quite terrible so i cant even imagine how this is gonna work. I am hoping that by the time future me is future i have gotten some things figured out, like schooling, and what i am going to do for the rest of my life. If not those things, than please tell me I at least figured out what was causing that weird smell in the sink, because that is god awful. I know that future me is gonna be hella strong and an awesome lady though, so i cant wait to be her.

- Current Chelsea

Dear Past Chelsea,

 Please listen to advice people give you, it really will make your life so much easier. IF it's too late for you to listen to the advice, don't beat your self up, it really wasn't your fault and you didn't deserve what happened. I'm not sure how far in the past this letter is, but if its far enough back, Do not get a pixie hair cut a week after a perm. you wont look like Mandy Moore from "How To Deal", you also won't know how to style your hair, which will lead to your mother doing it for you and you looking like a flat chested golden girl. Also calm down about being flat chested, your tits will come and they will be huge. Also wear your plaid Bobby Brady pants all the chances you get, they are cool. Own up to your geekyness, dont worry about whether or not boys find you attractive. Everything is going to be okay. also you like girls, and that is okay, dont freak out, you like boys too, and thats okay.

lol mine was red leaf lettuce and raspberry vinaigrette I shoplifted. Also black pepper b/c everything needs black pepper.

We were just trying to listen to pop music, man. It wasn’t supposed to be like this! It wasn’t meant to end like this!

as a rule I like urls without dashes but little-kaiju is cute as heck

now each choice has 1 vote and I'm no where near choosing haaaaa

ONE DAY.

dude want me to send you what I have? I’ll dropbox them to you and you can take what you don’t have/

I have them all but only the Yearbook Editions and most of the leaks. Do you have any different editions b/c I'm very into the idea of voltroning the editions into one super-version of take Me Home.