nothing at all! in fact it's one of my fave evan hcs. with the post i made earlier i meant that i think it's sad that this headcanon has become unpopular again. or at least that's what it seems to me? most moodboards and stuff i see on tik tok usually depict him as white.

may i ask for some more of ur rosekiller hc?

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OMG SORRY I'M SOO LATE. i somehow always miss new asks in my inbox and i check the submissions tab not often enough ugh :c

first of all, THANK YOUUUUU i'm so glad to know someone enjoys my rambling lol! and yes i basically came up with that tag cuz i felt like i have so many hcs for them that aren't popular or people don't really agree with (which is totally fine!!) so over time i just started using it on all my stuff LMAO

okay so here are some more rosekiller hcs :P

barty is an absolute nerdy cringe fail loser. that guy is introverted and can't talk to people unless they talk to him first. he wears these super 2000s core fits with tshirts over long sleeves with some straight leg levis and absolutely beat up converse shoes. he never fails to add one of his interests to the convo even when he tries really hard not to because he doesn't want others to know

evan is honestly just as nerdy but it's less obvious??? he's one of these skater boys but he always looks put together and just super effortlessly stunning. a lot of people have a crush on him, which he doesn't know lol.

barty's fave artists are lil peep, bring me the horizon, my chemical romance, linkin park and post hardcore staples likes pierce the veil and sleeping with sirens

barty is a hardcore tumblr and myspace warrior (in a 2010s AU)

evan remembers the smallest details about barty and his friends and notes down everything in his notes app to never forget the most niche things they like

barty is lowk hypersensitive and feels everything always a little too much

evan is kinda platonically in love with all his friends and every around him because he loves so much. often times he feels like he has to keep what he feels inside because he fears being too much for others

barty hates meeting new people because his adhd makes him feel alienated in social interactions. he tries very hard to mask it but he still feels very anxious and stressed in these situations

barty always feels like the odd one out in social settings

they are annoyingly clingy and yes they would be one of those annoying couples making out while waiting in line at the amusement park

they are both vegan and actively advocate against animal cruelty :]

barty thought he was immune to flirting because he was so unfazed by girls hitting on him but now he's blushing when evan does as much as look at him

ALRIGHT LETZ GO!! i'm so sorry it took me so long to reply to this 💔 here'a religious trauma internalized homophobia sad barty!!

tw: mentions of self-harm but no explicit details!

he grew up very strictly catholic. his family was always very conservative, he went to church every sunday and his parents were very strict about with whom he hangs out. for the longest times he only had "friends" from church.

he was very lonely in all of this because his parents never paid him any attention. when they did it was usually just to let him know how unwanted and troublesome he was to them. most of the time he just felt invisible.

when he was a child, he pretended to believe in god really earnestly because he hoped that one day he'd be saved and given a better life but his prayers always stayed unanswered and when he was a teenager he was finally able to be honest enough with himself about how he never believed god existed in the first place.

among them he always felt like an outsider because everyone else seemed so connected to their faith and he just felt like a ghost in between all of them.

even though he doesn't believe and never wants to go back to church, he has a weird sentiment around it because his whole childhood and upbringing revolved around it. it's kind of hard to let go of it entirely when you have no memories of childhood and early teenage years that don't revolve around it; when you feel like you used to be nothing without it all.

speaking of the weird sentiment; even after entirely stopping to go to church and being true to his beliefs as an atheist, he still always has a rosary in his pocket, wherever he goes

he also wore a cross necklace for very long, though it wasn't really a source of comfort for him, but rather a reminder of all the things and expectations he could never fulfill.

for a long time he prayed to mother mary a lot and imagined she'd watch over him and take care of him when he felt lonely

as a kid and young teenager he wasn't really rebellious because he was mostly just scared of his father, which led to him developing anxiety problems because he was never fully at peace at home and spent most of his time around his family

he never wanted to live a life to fulfill his parents expectations but when he started to realise he was gay it was like his whole world crumbled. when you've been indoctrinated to believe that queerness is a sin and romantic/sexual relationships are only good between men and women it's really scary to realise that that's not you. being "straight" was a little piece of normalcy in his totally messed up life and realising that he actually wasn't threw everything into chaos.

he dated a lot as a teenager, maybe to convince himself he could do relationships with girls, but most of the time they didn't last longer than a few weeks. he would get bored and no matter how hard he tried, he was never really interested in them. or maybe he was interested in them, but not as relationship partners. often he was broken up with over not caring enough or being too distant.

he also believed he had absolutely zero interest in sex for the longest time, because even after trying a few times it wasn't all that spectacular to him. mostly he thought that it was boring too and couldn't wrap his head around how so many guys thought it was so amazing. somehow he always felt like something was wrong afterwards but he couldn't quite place what it was

of course everything got even more messy when on top of that he started realising that he's been loving evan for literal years.

he prayed a lot to be fixed because praying was also routine he could cling onto, but obviously nothing changed.

he distanced himself from evan because of his feelings which made him feel worse and eventually he had to "give in" and seek evan again

in a away he envied evan for being so free since evan grew up without religious beliefs

he's had slight self-harming tendencies since his early teens, mostly as punishment for himself whenever he felt like something was wrong with

he's generally an overthinker and often anxious

just RAN to spotify to listen and omg that's SO PERFECT!!!!! but make the plottwist that pandora already knew because evan and barty are so bad at hiding it LMAO!!!

because MY rosekiller is that sweet, soft, two crazy obsessed & touch-starved teenagers in love -rosekiller and your posts are like heaven to read because that’s exactly how it is

ahhh thank you sm, i love to hear that! and i totally get you. i respect all hcs people have but i'm also more into this angsty teens absolutely in love with each other stuff, so that's what i'm here for hehe!

Not only is it the skin of a killer, but he has to wear it too.

Ever think of that lol?

Do you ship other ships?Like Wolfstar,nobleflower,starchaser,Dorlene,emmary,pandalily, etc?

And do you ship Barty and Evan with anyone else? (Bartylily,bartylus,blackrose,sunrose,etc)

hii i actually ship many ships but i'm super hyper-fixated on rosekiller so i mostly post about them! my other fave ships are definitely wolfstar (esp as lesbians), pandalily and jegulus. but honestly i'm fine with whatever! what's recently been growing on me is also petermary :)