#takechallenge

Firstly, I start my weight loss plan today Finally! Congratulations, Kellie. At the same time, I am also highly suspend myself on this stuff. However, I think the reunion with my friends worth these efforts.

Sounds from the deepest heart, I feel excited for this time to back, the most excited ones.

Then, after the discussion with Wendy, I lost my point of view again. Where should I go for the thesis? 

One choice is do whatever I want. The Adventage of that is follow my heart, I have entire my year to play. I understand this is really valuable for me, not everyone can pay for this in their life. I definetly will enjoy the process, but I also do not have enough courage to make this decision. This is the best time and the only time I can totally enjoy where my passion is. I just found during my work, nothing can be controlled by self.

The other choice is do some practical project. In this project, I do not need to worry about how to make decision, not a lot of failure will face. This is a safe choice. All things seems like point the positive side in this project. But am I think this is the thing should be done as thesis? Where is my dream? 

I felt a little bit confused recently, where am I? Where should I go? I want to take some challenges, and I need take some challenges. In the work, I can be a better designer, but cannot be a better person. I do not have enough time to think as a person, more think as a labor.

Right, I want to escape this practical world in this year. I want to pursue my dream this year. I want to create something weird this year. I want to help others to face happiness this year. Even though I knew there are lots of difficulties and failures will happen, I will learn more, feel more, challenge more.