Life's been okay. I had a set back that began a week ago, and my emotions were running a muck. So, naturally I tried shutting it out, along with shutting people around me. Actually, it was more like I couldn't talk to anyone about my troubles. It was just a lot of things were happening such as stresses from work, from family, from friends and just from everyday life. It all finally caught up to me so I had to talk to my best friend about it and from there, things have been better. I mean, the small thought still creeps into my mind now and then, but I think I have a more stable mindset on things now. I guess you can say it's settling back to its norm.
But in actuality, I think I've been just trying to keep myself busy from being such an emotional bunny. From work to just cleaning the house to shopping, I just want to keep myself occupied so I don't have to feel like I wasted the day without doing anything productive for myself or others. Next week, I do have a lot of things planned so its going to be both tiring and fun filled :)
Monday, I might go eat some sushi with the sushi chefs and coworkers form work at Mama Sushi. Maybe. Because the thing is, I have work at 5 PM. I hate working Mondays, they're such boring days.. Tuesday, it's going to be a "troll day", to have a last "hoorah" before our beloved Ronny leaves us... most likely an all day thing. Wednesday, the one and only Andy comes down to visit and I'm guessing we are gonna chill with that guy :p and finally Thursday's gonna be park day. And maybe lunch with the coworkers at teppan if I plan everything. Lol. And then it's back to the work grind. But on the bright side, I do have Saturday the next work week!
Other than having plans and being social for once, I do want to work out more. I haven't been feeling very fit lately and it's making me feel more tired than I should. Probably try to get my ass back into running and eat a bit more. I haven't been eating a lot and I guess I've lost some weight because of it but I don't think it's very healthy to continue on with it. So, any amount of running or working out is a must next week.
My room is currently splattered with clothes in random corners and I'm feeling too lazy to clean it right now. So, I'm going to just chill in bed, watch some feel good Disney movies while I daydream about cute boys, happy memories and delicious food.
Let's hope next week is a good juan.
