#tagalog posts

1. Humiga sa damuhan

2. Nilibre lahat ng pasahero sa jeep

3. Namigay ng cellphone sa katabing pasahero sa jeep

4. Hindi na makapagsintas

I really don’t know if it’s still worth it. Because I really don’t know if I am still capable of committing in a long-distant relationship again.

Because I don’t know when you’re really coming home. Well, I don’t know IF you’re ever coming home either. And in the days of waiting for you,  I don’t know if I’m still able to endure the pain of missing you. If I can still let myself find things to be busy with just so I could eat up the time tempting me to sulk and think about your absence here. 

We go in a relationship so we can have someone to be with, right? Then what’s the point of being with someone who is miles away from you? What’s the point of this long distance shit?? 

We shouldn’t have started this in the first place. We shouldn’t have let ourselves fall. YOU shouldn’t have let ME commit if you’re just going to let this go like this. I can’t love someone who’s not even here! I can’t keep waiting for someone with no assurance if he’s ever going to show up again. I can’t let myself keep hurting, missing, longing. I can’t let it go on like this. 

I miss you and I’m still waiting for you. I still hope for the time when we can finally fulfill those ‘soons’ and ‘somedays’, our dreams and promises. I still hope but like all things, it would fade. It’s slowly fading. 

I hope you could come home soon.

And when you do, I hope it’s not too late.

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