#taeyongfluff

"That can't be Taeyong. I heard from their manager that they have a schedule tomorrow morning." I muttered convincing myself and was already ready to push forward when I heard the person talk.

He's actually not alone. I can see another figure with him and I can pinpoint that its a girl because of its long hair and mini-skirt. They were at the other corner. That street were usually quiet but it wasn't a scary one. It's just, people living around that area usually sleeps earlier than other people.

"Yah! You're so unfair, baby." He sounded so like Taeyong.

I'm slightly far away from them. A safe distance enough for me to see and heard both of them without getting myself caught. I crouched myself hiding behind some post and stared at the two figures.

I grabbed my phone then dialed Taeyong's number. I took a sneak over the guy and saw how he pulled his phone from the pocket of his jacket.

Wtf? So it is Taeyong? But I was even more shock when he answered my call!

"What?"

Wow! And he even sounded pissed at me for calling! Shouldn't I be the one to be pissed? I sighed heavily and quickly composed myself. I need to act normal or he'll think weirdly at me.

"W-where are you?"

"I'm at the dorm. I need to sleep now since I'll be early tomorrow."

Great. What a great liar. I gulped trying to lose the lump slowly building up inside my throat. I even tried hard to stop tears running down from my eyes. Why am I crying? I already expected this! Why does it still hurt as hell?

I turn my heels at the direction of our dorm but I stopped my tracks. I decided do one thing I think I should have done before.

I marched myself towards the two of them and now it was clear to me. I saw him holding one of the hands of the girl in front of him. She was familiar since she's a new trainee in our company. Probably why she's together with Taeyong now.

I pushed the girl hard that shook both of them. They looked towards my direction and I saw how Taeyong's reaction changed. He looked stunned seeing me right in front of him and the girl looked annoyed that I pushed her.

"How dare you cheat over me when all I do is to be loyal to you? How can you do this to me Taeyong? What did I ever do to you? What did I do to deserve this?" It was too late to stop the tears. It was way too painful to prevent them so I let them all out. I let my emotions take over me. 

The girl looked like as if it was her first time to be betrayed.

"Is that true?" she sounded hurt as well but I'm sure that's nothing compare to what I'm feeling right now. Taeyong just looked at her not saying even a single word.

I didn't flinched when the girl slapped Taeyong.

"I hate you! Cheater!" she didn't waste a time to leave.

Soon Taeyong's glaring eyes were on me. How can he be mad at me when he's the one caught cheating? He's really unbelievable.

"Happy now?" he asked, voice full of sarcasm. I shook my head.

"Not yet." his brows furrowed at what I said and there I slapped his face without a warning.I heard his soft grunt from pain but I don't mind. I think he deserves it.

"This will be the last time I'll let you hurt me. Let's break up, Taeyong." 

And after that, I left. My heart was broken but at least I think I saved myself from a toxic relationship.

After 2 weeks

"Hi Y/n!" I saw one of the staffs greeted me so I waved at her.

I'm so excited for us to debut. We really prepared for it and the management said that we'll shoot our music video next week. That made us really really excited and everything felt real now.

"Hey, Y/n! What time will you go home?" I turned my head at her then chugged to my water bottle before answering.We have finished practicing our choreo and dismissed early since they said we did great for today.

"Maybe later. You can go ahead first, unnie." I said to Jiguem unnie. She nodded her head and heads out.

I've been dreaming for our debut so I really want everything to be perfect. I decided to stay for a little more so I can practice. Being a trainee for only a short period of time surely burdens me since other people may think I don’t deserve to debut right away if I don’t achieve their standards. 

After tiring myself down, I started fixing my things so I can leave already. I was finishing tidying up when I heard the practice room's door opened.

I looked over and didn't expect to see all the members of NCT 127 were here except from Taeyong. Why are they here?

"Y/n..." Yuta oppa called me. I smiled at them.

They walked inside and Haechan quickly walked his way to me. I pursed my lips and smiled again when he soon hugged me. Aww this clingy baby. I hugged him back as he snuggled closer.

"What are you doing here oppa?" I asked curious why they're here.They have their schedules thats why I was wondering what they're doing right here.

"It's because we missed you, Y/n. Why aren't you visiting us in our practice room? In our showcases? Our shows? Our dorm?" Doyoung oppa fired questions at me and I was slightly taken a back. They still don't know?

"Doyoung hyung's right noona! We miss you cooking for us!" Haechan complained still giving me a hug.

I tried smiling at them. Alright, I think Taeyong's having a hard time admitting to his members that we broke up since I was close to them. He doesn't want to upset them I guess. I should just wait for him to tell himself. For now, I'll pretend.

"Mianhe~ I was just busy these past few weeks so I c-couldn't visit." I said almost choking up with my own voice. If theres anything I hate the most, it would be lying.

They sighed and I felt Jaehyun's stare at me. I'm close to him since he's the same age as me. He was the first one to know about how I feel about Taeyong. He also updates me about him before and we somehow grew bond from it.

"You lose a lot of weight, Y/n. I don't like it. Are they pressuring you for your debut?" Jaehyun asked softly. He's just beside me so he was staring at me. I felt a little uncomfortable so I just gave him a chuckle.

"Jaehyun's right, Y/n. You don't have to lose so much weight. You already look amazing for us." Johnny oppa.

Ah jinjja, this boys are sent from heaven. Ever since that I became close to them, they cared for me like their very own sister.

"You should eat more, noona. You'll be tired because of the debut. You should take care of your health even more." Mark then followed up with his worried looking face.I pouted almost tearing up. I'm so thankful for all of them.

"Make sure to eat at the right time, Y/n-ah." Taeil oppa

."They're right, noona!" Jungwoo. 

Oh this cutie!I chuckled, "Yeah I'll make sure to eat." I said trying to make them feel assured.

"You should." Jaehyun said again.

We all looked at the door again when we saw their manager. "There you are, we need to go." He said then gave me a smile.

They all nodded their head and told him they'll follow. He then left and the boys soon gave me hugs before leaving.

"We know theres something wrong with you and Taeyong because he's not himself lately as well." Johnny oppa said when it was just him and Jaehyun that are left. I laughed bitterly.

"You should go, oppa." I said convincing both of them. They nodded then Johnny oppa headed towards the door.

"What?" I asked Jaehyun when I caught him staring.

"You better take care of yourself, Y/n." he warned me. I chuckled then just gave him a nod before tilting my head to motion him to leave.

He rolled his eyes before messing my hair before finally leaving me alone.Wtf? Taeyong's not himself lately? Why? Is it because we broke up?

Ey~ Y/n, pabo-yah! Of course not! Its surely not because of me. Maybe because of the other girl? Hmmm, right. That's probably it.

Why is he still bothering me after the break up? Aish.I sighed heavily and just tried to shrug the thought off. I should get him out of my system.While I was heading towards the building's halls, somebody called my name.

"Y/n." My head snapped towards him when I heard his voice. I hated myself for reacting so fast.And my heart! Why is it beating so damn fast for a cheater like him?

Despite of the hatred, I kind of feel worried when I saw how stressed he looked like right now. I wanted to scream and nag at him to take good care of himself. But who am I? I should stay away from him and just mind my own business.But my heart slightly ache at how lifeless he looks like. It reminds of me weeks ago. That was how I look like during my miserable state.

"Why didn't you told your members that we already broke up?" I asked him straight-forward when I remembered about it.It still hurt me honestly but I should just get used to with the pain. Maybe that'll make me stronger.

"I d-don't know how to say it." He said in a low voice. I saw how he licked his lips then ran his hand over his hair.

Alright. I admit it.I still have this small hope that he'll tell me he still wants me. That he couldn't tell his members because he's regretting what he've done to me. That he wanted to fix us.

"Ahh." that was all that came out from my mouth. I was disappointed and I didn't even bother to hide it from him. So what if he saw that he still affects me? That he still hurt me? That's the truth!The moment I turned away from him, my tears fell like crazy. All the tears that I'm preventing to fall poured out the moment I turned my heels.I thought the moment I stayed away from him it will lessen the pain. I thought my feelings will slowly subdue because of the awful things he made me feel.

But I was wrong. It only made me miss him.

1 week later

It's been a week since the day I met Taeyong. I tried even hard to avoid him. I even avoid his members so it will be a little chance of meeting him. I felt bad since I'm also close to them already but it did help a little.

"Y/n!" I looked at one of my members when she called out my name. We're at the practice room.

"Hmm?" I asked.

"NCT's manager is looking for you." I felt nervous at what I heard.I went out without wasting a time and I did see Manager oppa outside. He looked serious but still he managed to give me a small smile.

"Oppa." I said as I greeting.

"Can we talk, Y/n?" he asked using a low yet calm voice.I was hesitating but nodded my head afterwards. We both went to the cafe just inside the company and settled ourselves in. He even ordered a drink for me so I thanked him.

"Okay, I want to be straight-forward." Manager oppa. I looked at him still feeling nervous

."I think you and Taeyong needs a break from each other, Y/n. The President and I noticed that he's not doing well lately and we're worried its because you're affecting him."

I wasn't expecting what he's saying right now. My tears unconsciously fell without me even realizing it. I saw him getting aware of it and looking worried for me.

"You've got to be kidding me, Manager oppa." I said sounding a little amused.

"No. I mean---" I cut what he's saying."We're already over, oppa. It's been almost a month since we broken up." I said coldly.

Taeyong still didn't told them about us? What is he thinking?

"W-What? Why didn't he told us? Why didn't y-you told us? Is that the reason why he's not okay right now?"

"I don't know oppa. But the last time we talked he told me that he doesn't know how to say it. I'm pretty sure he's perfectly fine when we broke up." I said then wiped off my tears. I stood up and bowed once again before walking off but stopped mid-way.

I sighed then look back."Please take good care of him, oppa."

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3rd Person's

Their manager still can't process what he figured out. Taeyong and Y/n have broken up and he's keeping it from them. He knew something was already wrong but he didn't knew that they broke up.

He sure find it odd that Y/n don't come and visit him oftenly like before. He thought she was just busy because of her upcoming debut.He sighed heavily and went back to where the NCT are.

"Taeyong..." All the boys were exhausted because of the hardcore dance choreo but they still manage to look over him.

"We need to talk." He said seriously and the members can't help but to look over their leader wondering what's going on.

Taeyong gave him a lazy nod before following him."I talked to Y/n." he started and just enough to caught his full attention.They boy were full of sweat and now looking nervous as he saw him bite his lip and ran his hand over his now covered with sweat hair.

"W-what did you say to her?"I told her to break up with you." Taeyong gulped at what he heard.He felt like as if all of his strength just flew away from his already weak body. He can't believe how he copes up even though he don't sleep that well. He's not getting any sleep this past weeks. Every since she left him, it wasn't the same anymore. Everything's a mess.

"And what did she told you?"

"She told me the truth, Taeyong. Why didn't you tell me? Why are you keeping it to yourself?" He was actually sad to found out the two ended up like this. He always thought they look perfect for each other.

He saw how they both loved each other. He didn't know they'll end up breaking up. He even supported them.

"I was just waiting for the right time to tell you." Taeyong said coldly. He doesn't want to talk about it anymore. It'll just worsen his feeling. It will just give him more sleepless nights.

"Right time? Taeyong, theres obviously something wrong with you! You look miserable! Y/n's doing fine! Why are you like this?"

Taeyong looked away.

"I regret hurting her, hyung. I was a jerk for cheating over her. I was an asshole because I took her for granted. I don't know what else to do. I just... want her back." he said using a low voice before walking away.

Their manager almost didn't recognize the Taeyong he talked to. It wasn't him at all. The Taeyong he knew is always determined over things and very lively.

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Y/N

I entered their dorm and I found them all gathered up in their living room. All of them looked so worried.

"Where is he?" I asked them. But even before they can give me an answer, I heard a loud crash from his room.I looked at his room. I walked towards it and I felt some of the members followed behind me.

"Taeyong! Open the door!" I shouted then knocked at his door.I got no response from him and my heart can't help but to thump even louder. I'm worried for him! I was just having a peaceful night at our dorm and they just called me out of nowhere because he locked himself inside and didn't come out all day.

"Do you guys have a spare key of his room?" I asked them. They all nodded.

"Why didn't you open it and just talk to him?"

"He won't listen to us, Y/n. W-We don't know what to do anymore." Taeil oppa said completely worried. I sighed then told them to get the key and hand it to me.

I opened his room's door and broken things were all over. Beers in cans are scattered over the concrete floor of his room. Even the broken bottle of some liquors.

I found Taeyong sitting on the side of his bed with his hands clenching his hair.I felt like my heart was broken once again at the sight of him. He don't look like Taeyong at all. What happened to him?I slowly went closer to him as I saw the members silently shutting the door to give us privacy. I crouched in front of him so we can be at the same level.

"Y/n?"  

He sounded so shock to see him in front of him. I tried my best to smile at him.

"Yes, its me." I said then slowly held his hands and take it off his hair.He did but I was shock when he embraced me tightly.

"I'm a jerk for hurting you, Y/n. I was a fool to think you cheated on me over Jaehyun! I confronted him when I couldn't take it anymore and he told me that you guys were just friends and it was just a misunderstanding." Taeyong said sobbing.

I was heartbroken at what I heard from him. He cheated on me because he thought I cheated on him with Jaehyun? That's why he became cold suddenly!

"Taeyong, you need to lay down at your bed." I said when I felt that he's slightly burning up. He have a fever.

"P-Please take me back. I was wrong. I'm sorry, Y/n. Please, I love you. I can't take it anymore. I'm in so much pain. Please save me." he said continuously that made me cry too.

"Shh, enough. Can you stand up?" I asked him softly.He didn't answer but I supported him and luckily he cooperated. I managed to make him sit over his bed.

I wiped away his tears and sweats as well. He's still staring at me and I really need to change his clothes because it's soaked. I don't want to get sick even more.I stood up to go and get some clothes but he took a grip at my wrist.

"Please don't leave me." I was taken a back at what he said. He sounded so scared.I smiled then dropped a kiss over his hot forehead, "I'll just get some clothes so you can change." I said.

He was hesitating to let go I but I managed to convince him. I made it quick. I just grabbed a t-shirt and a face towel. I damp it with warm water so I can clean him before I change his clothes.

When I went back over his bed, his eyes were following me.

"Clothes off." I said. He was a little weak so I assist him.I changed him into new clothes and even clean him. I made him lay down and he did obey. He probably feel really bad right now since he doesn't complain.

"You have to eat so you can take medicine." I said and was about to walk towards the door to tell the members but he grabbed my hands once again.He still looked weak but you can tell he doesn't want to let go of his grip of me.

"Where are you going? Please don't leave me." I felt bad hearing him beg. I smiled at him warmly.

"I'll just tell the members to cook for you. I'll be back, okay?" I said softly at him.I saw fear over his eyes.

"B-Be back." I smiled then nodded.

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T A E Y O N G

I was woken up by the beam of sun-lights that is touching my face. I quickly sat up at the fear that what happened yesterday was all a dream.

A towel fell from my forehead and I feel a lot better now. I think I have gain enough strength again.I'm not dreaming? She's really here? Y/n's here? She came back? I stood up even though I still feel a little bit dizy.

I roamed my eyes around my room and felt nervous when I saw that my room was clean. Theres also no sign of her.I went outside of my room and I saw them at our living room. They all looked over at me.

"Where's Y/n? Did she really came here last night? I w-wasn't dreaming right?"

"Chill hyung! Y/n noona's at the kitchen cooking for us." Mark answered with a smile over his lips.

I think I sighed heavily at what I heard. I walked towards the kitchen to check for her.My heart raced at the sight of her back. She's really here. I wasn't dreaming! I was just starring at her and since she's busy cooking she didn't noticed.I enjoyed looking at her. I missed her. I so fucking missed everything about her.

She turned around and her eyes grew big when she saw me standing at the entrance of the kitchen.

"Taeyong! Why did you left your bed? Are you feeling okay now?" she said sounded so worried and rushed herself towards me.She placed the back of her hand at my forehead to check if I still have a fever but I pulled her into a hug. I buried my face in her neck and I felt her stiffened.

"I'm sorry baby. Please take me back."I started and I felt her stood still because of what I said.

"I saw Jaehyun and you went out one time and me being the jealous boyfriend jumped into conclusions that you cheated behind my back."

"Why would you think I will cheat on you? Don't you trust me? And besides, Jaehyun's your friend! He won't do that to you!" she said.I pouted and inhaled her scent. I loved her scent and I missed it so much. I almost buy the perfume she's using so I can spray it all over my room to ease the longing feeling I've felt for her.

"I've always thought you liked him first before me. You two clicked the first time we met each other." I admit for the first time.

"That's because I'm nervous around you! I felt completely okay when I'm around your members but when it's you, I'm very conscious of myself. It's you who I liked first, Taeyong." she said. I pulled of the hug and looked at her with a pouty face.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me for what I've done." I said and I saw how she stares at me.

"I really love you, Y/n. I was stupid to do that to you. Please, forgive me and give me another chance to prove my love for you."

I was very nervous actually that she'll never forgive me. After what I've done, I understand her.We were both silent and I'm slowly losing my hope when she suddenly held my hand.

"I love you too, Taeyong and yes. I'll forgive you. Let's start again." she said.

I leaned over and kissed her over her cheeks. I stopped myself from kissing her over her lips because I'm afraid I'll get her sick too.

"You have no idea how happy you made me." I said then hugged her once again."I love you so much, Y/n."

The End