#ta da!!!!

"わたしのこと好きなんでしょ？

笑うと可愛いなんて

言っといて

ほっといて！"

("You like me, don’t you?

Saying that

I look cute when I smile-

Just leave me alone!")

A little spoiler for the remake under the cut..

*disclaimer: this is for comedic purposes only

christopher:

richard:

zabdiel:

joel:

erick:

There's no way to fully explain the tempest inside of Asa's mind lately. Crashing waves of adrenaline wash over the usual anxiety, only to wash back again, like low-tide. A jumble of absolute madness - nerves and guilt, longing, anger. God, anger. An emotion Asa's not so familiar with. But white-hot rage is what fueled his few moments when one might've actually called the medic strong. Then it dissipates again, leaving emptiness. Loneliness.

Today he is listless in his 'office'. There is a sketchbook in front of him, a notebook open as well, but hands sit unmoving with no pencil in them. Eyes dark enough to swallow stars stare into the distance, almost vibrating in his skull. His head hurts. His gums ache.

He doesn't even notice anyone's there until a shadow forms on the wall, and he turns. "Oh- Pierre!" Asa seems to almost reset himself, blinking back into being present. He hasn't gotten to say 'welcome back' yet, after all. "How are you, I... I apologize, I zoned out for a moment. How's everything?" He turns himself in the wheeled desk chair to face him better.

josh pyke (my best boy)

leeward side

the beginning and the end of everything

good head start

forever song

warm in winter

fed and watered

be your boy

make you happy

bonus melancholy tracks: punch in the heart, where two oceans meet

tom rosenthal (my other best boy)

123HOPE

YOLO

going to be wonderful

watermelon

miffed

run for those hills babe

my lucky pants failed me again

bonus melancholy tracks: go solo, oh no pedro

random bops

stay alive - jose gonzalez

tornadoland - regina spektor

best i can do - misterwives

golden jubilee - boy & bear

gold - chet faker

where’s your heart gone - golden youth

#also - gimme the story behind the flower its cute and i like it

his boyfriend is gross sappy trash and raein Really Really Really likes flowers