#t.personal

For those of you unaware, I work at a ranch and I teach kids to ride. Each week I get a new batch of kids and new horses from the ranch. In addition to this I work on project horses and do trail rides with my students.

Got a lot of horses I’ve never worked with this week but I have really good riders so it’s ok! Well. Wasn’t told how sensitive one of my new horses was about his cinch being tight. My kid got on while I held the horse and the extra weight caused the cinch to shift.

Long long story short I got massive rope burn on my left hand from trying to hold a panicking horse and watched my favorite student hit the ground after nearly having the horse fall on him and watched this kid immediately go limp. Kid was out cold for a full minute. A lot of other things happened between then and when they got picked up but I have been on the verge of a panic attack all day because of it. Had to help my kids mount up again in the second half of the day and almost couldn’t do it I was shaking so much.

This horse has super bad trust issues as well so he panics when I do anything with his bridle, which amped my anxiety up today. So, I rode him on my trail ride to try and bond with him, get him used to me. Forgot that today is the day my kids get to swim in the lake so I have to hold 6 horses at once. For those of you who have never held horses before, 6 horses in the middle of the woods is quite a bit for one person. Very not safe. Very high anxiety.

I took some time off of tumblr and other distracting social media and spend some time with my family (haven't seen them for a long time) to calm my mind down for a bit and to let my thoughts run freely.

yesterday night I read these posts on tumblr -> XX, XX, XX, XX (100% recommended)

And it helped me sooo freaking much!! I was so happy and peaceful yesterday and sleeped really well and even today, I feel like nothing can stop me or run my mood!!! I feel so different rn and it only took like 1 1/2 days and some tumblr posts lol (feeling like a clown rn...why didn't I do this earlier🧍‍♀️)

Tbh I don't feel like I need the void anymore...like.. I really feel like I can just manifest just waking up to my ideal life without the void rn

I feel so excited for my life and everything... this is unreal😭🔥

Please do yourself a favour and work on your self concept !!!

— absolute wish

— alternate self communication

— author authority

— autopotence

— biokinesis

— boundary manipulation

— causality manipulation

— choicifery

— complete arsenal

— creation / destruction

— dual warping

— healing

— imagination manifestation

— logic manipulation

— mentifery

— meta chronokinesis

— metapotence

— opposites shuffling

— personal domain

— perspective manipulation

— pocket dimension creation

— quantum foam manipulation

— quantum string manipulation

— reality warping

— rule transcendence

— self transcendence

— solipsism

— vector manipulation

— video game physics

— voicifery

— xenopsychic reality warping

✧.* S U P E R P O W E R S *.✧

wow anon this is so cool, thanks for sending this! reading the list kinda reminded me of eye of the future - they always made subliminals for supernatural powers on yt and the discriptions were always so detailed and full of complicated words lol

actually when I said I'm thinking of manifesting 'superpowers' I already had 3 things in mind !! tho I can see why you thought about reality wraping (manipulating) based powers but I technically already have them with my manifesting and reality shifting abilities 😅

the abilities I thought about manifesting were:

1. I wanted to manifest healing abilities! - you also have this on the list. I want to be able to heal something by holding my hands over it... like they do in naruto but without the whole chakra thingy lol. I don't want to be immortal here in my CR per se (when I'm old, I'm probably just gonna shift to a new reality and claim that reality as my new cr!) but with my healing abilities I could do something about any wounds or illnesses and I can help the people around me as well!!

2. idk exactly how to name the second ability but I want to be able to create something like 'mini portals' with my hands but not to enter them! I want to use them like a screen - to show other people in my CR something from my DRs or from my memory OR to 'visualize' my thoughts - when I have something in my mind I can just show them it instead of explaining it! whenever I experience sth cool I always want to share it with someone so badly cuz talking about it is the most fun !! But that's a bit difficult with reality shifting unless u do group shifting yk ... I could for example show how the reality looks like or certain scenarios from DR to my friends or family... that would be really nice

3. telekinesis! I don't really want to use this for something big... you know I'm really clumsy, I would probably use them to stop something (or someone lol) from falling down or to move stuff closer to me when I'm too lazy to get up lmao. Or I could maybe use this to make myself fly!

but your list is very interesting! tbh I didn't know what most of the names stand for but I looked them up. most of them talk about the same thing (changing something by will without limits) in my opinion. but as you took the time to list all these things, I will also try to comment all of them too! I will also add the meanings of these powers so you guys don't have to look them all up like I did :')

alternative universe communication [communicating with people (mainly yourself) from alternative universes] - it's interesting but that would mean i would directly talk to my clones and idk how i would feel about that ??

absolut wish powers [granting, controlling and manipulating wishes] - it's kinda like perfect manifesting abilities.

imagination manifestation = manifesting lol (based on law of assumption ofc).

mantifery [manipulating reality through mind power alone] - we already do that :')

logic manipulation [manipulating the rules of logic] - there is no logic in the world anyways - humans that don't even know manifesting or reality shifting define the word 'logic', so how reliable is that?

author authority [being the author of your reality] goes hand in hand with manifesting (changing your reality how you like) and shifting (scripting what you want to experience in your desired realities) in my opinion. The same goes for biokinesis [manipulation of anatomy, physiology and internal body processes], autopotence [being omnipotent over oneself], self transcendence [being able to go beyond one's limits], boundary manipulation [being able to manipulate anything without limits], causality manipulation [manipulation of the relationship of cause and effect], opposites shuffling [changing opposites/making anything the opposite of anything else], creation/destruction, reality wraping [manipulating reality], dual wraping [rationally and irrationally manipulating reality], personal domain [ruling over a certain realm or aspect], rule transcendence [power to surpass the rules of reality], quantum foam manipulation [manipulating the the smallest level of foundation of reality, from which existence and dimensions emerges], quantum string manipulation [bending reality by altering the 'quantum strings' which make up reality], pocket dimensions creation [creating small personal worlds which the user has control over] and metapotence [the power to do anything], in my opinion they all kinda talk about the same thing = being able to change (create, destroy, alter) something without limits. for manifesting there are already no limits!! if you're good at manifesting you can change your whole being, (take on any from or give yourself any abilities) or change your environment/reality to how you like, 'create' your own realities and decide how things work so yeah...

choicifery [changing the future or reality through a set of options] - I don't find that appealing - I'm not comfortable with things being set in stone and with my decisions having a lasting/permanent effect in this world (that's why I love law of assumption because it gives me the freedom to do whatever I want and to change it afterwards if it isn't satisfying enough)

complete arsenal [possessing all powers] - is also not something for me, I don't want to be some kind omnipotent being in my CR - I mean I technically already am one but I don't really want to make use of all my powers if you know what I mean, I just want to live a chill and simple life and I just want a few special powers that are useful/efficient and make my life in my CR more comfortable or are just fun :') (like healing abilities, wings, making plants bloom or sth like that)

metachronokenesis [manipulating time in all realities] - ex. manifesting slowing down time or shifting back in time and things like that already make that possible...

perspective manipulation [manipulating the perspective of oneself or others about anything, so that they view reality to their liking rather than the 'true' state of reality itself. All the concepts like time, space, causality exist only because they are perceived to exist, so are these at the user's hand to be controlled, turning subjective interpretation into reality] - wow isn't that what law of assumption teaches!? (= 'you're the creator of your own reality and whatever you assume to be true will become true')

solipsism [altering anything that can be related to the user or is connected to them from memory or their knowledge] - the ability to revise things or change them is already possible with manifesting

vector manipulation [manipulating matter and energy through vectors - like averting an attack and sending it off into another direction] - I don't think I need that in my CR... It's only seems useful if you're in a reality where you have to fight a lot... like in a dragon ball reality or something 😂

video game physics [ability to alter the law of physics to mimic any and all video games] - mhm in my opinion it makes more sense to shift to a video game reality instead of manifesting this ability

voicifery [ability to affect reality with the power of one's voice] - power affirming lmao...

xenopsychic reality warping [manipulating reality based on the mind of others] - idk how that would be useful for me?... naah I don't think I need that in my CR

still, thank you very much anon for thinking about what I might like and for taking your time writing this down!!! as I already said I'm more interested in simple/specific abilities (healing, invisibility, wings, making flowers bloom, talking to animals or stuff like that). my desired realities are already crazy enough, in my CR I just want to have fun and chill :')

small disclaimer: spirituality x law of assumption - anyone can have different beliefs because everyone has their own reality. you can still believe in spirituality while being into LOA!

Well anon it depends on what belief system you have...

What is "your higher self" for you? I often read that people call it just their future self which is not really how I personally would see it.

If you ask google, it says:

"Higher self is a term associated with multiple belief systems, but its basic premise describes an eternal, omnipotent, conscious, and intelligent being, who is one's real self."

- and that's what I believe as well. It's above the concept of time and knows past, present and future. A higher being, a higher consciousness. It's your real self - the 'you' you lost connection with more and more while being on this earth, living within this society and "growing up".

Funnily, when you're into Law Of Assumption you start to learn that you ARE GOD or rather an 'eternal, omnipotent, conscious, and intelligent being' (see what I did there) and you need to release all limiting beliefs (of yourself). So, in a way if you're saying that you need to step into your power in the Loa community it means to step into your higher self.

Before being into LOA I used to talk to my higher self (and to my spirits) while doing tarot readings to advise me on this journey called life. Nowadays, I don't talk to my "higher self" anymore because I AM my higher self (at least that's what I'm working on being right now), so it doesn't make sense to me anymore to talk to it. I am the higher being and I am the creator of this reality, right?

While we're on this topic, I see my spirit 'guides' like other high level beings who support me like friends. Wether they already went through these earthly struggles or always have been in their power, they are equal beings to me (=my higher self) but a bit more knowledgeable/wiser than me :)

I never thought about using the void state that way. As I explained it above, I wouldn't want to to talk to my higher self in the void state. But talking to my spirit guides might be fun. But you could also just script meeting them in one of your DRs or having a DR mainly for spending time with you're spirit guides if I think about it🤔 Ok my mind is running wild again haha

But regarding your question "Can you tell me how?"...

It's not that complicated. Once you're in the void just affirm or imagine that your higher self is here (in the void) with you... like you don't need to do more than that. Don't make it too complicated!

I remember someone affirming in the void that the void is pink and it became pink right away in front of their "eyes", and it has been pink ever since. You are the void and you can change it as you like. If you want your higher self to be with you in the void, you can just make it that way.

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