[9:11am] 💌 minho: first is that i love you and even if you fail it doesn’t make you stupid, you can always try again!

“would it be okay if i kissed you right now?” he asks with a cute smile, his nose almost touching yours. “you’re just so cute when you get passionate.”

“you’re an idiot,” you giggle, holding your hands to his cheeks.

“god, you’re so much cuter in real life! and i finally get to hold you! and you’re really here! oh my god! sixteen hours on the plane was so worth it! i’m never leaving again!” he keeps yelling and everything about him is so loud, but inside you everything instantly gets calm instead. as if everything finally fit into place now that he’s here.

“oh god, i’m sorry,” you mutter even as you can barely suppress your laugh. but then your eyes fall on the bedside clock behind chan and you frown. “we’ll both be late, why didn’t you wake me up?”

chan rubs at his aching forehead and then softly flicks your nose. “because you looked adorable while sleeping. tomorrow i will wake you up with a blow to the head,” he answers, pretending to be annoyed.

“and who said i’ll let you sleep here tonight? also did you watch me sleeping? creep~” your words end in a fit of laughter when he pulls you into his arms and turns around so you’re on top of him.

“there was so many of them. the whole arena was filled with them. they were there for us, weren’t they?”

you sit up hearing chan’s shaky voice and your heart squeezes in your chest when you realize he’s crying. “of course they were there for you, channie. stays did it all for you,” you assure him quietly, letting him breathe into the phone as he tries to calm down.

“this doesn’t feel real, i feel like i’m going to wake up alone in the dorms again–“ his voice cracks and it’s breaking you.

“stop that right now. you’ve waited seven years for this and you deserve all of it, you hear me? you all do, so cut it out. i’m so sorry that i couldn’t be there but i’m still so proud of you. you said so yourself, this is just the beginning, captain. you’re going to do fine,” you say, smiling when he chuckles at the nickname.

this time when he answers, he sounds a little more calm and sure of himself. “thank you and sorry for waking you up, i just really needed to talk to you.”

"he’s really good for you," your friend says with a smile and your eyes immediately wander to your boyfriend. at the same time chan looks back and smiles widely, waving his hand at you from the queue. "it’s like you two have your own wavelength and he can’t take his eyes off of you. you love him a lot, don’t you?"

you haven’t told him yet because you were scared to hear that he doesn’t feel the same which was ridiculous since his every action showed how much you mean to him. you wave back to chan and then look at your friend, a decision to tell chan already forming in your heart.