Heyy,,,, My name is Ghost, at least for now. I haven’t found a new name I like yet. I struggle a lot with my mental and physical health. I have chronic health issues and DID, if you want more info on that it will be under the Read More (long post).
⚠️ Warning: This blog will contain topics related to mental health struggles. I can’t list everything but some common ones will be; Eating Disorders, Suicide/Self Harm, Sexual Assault/CSA, Substance Abuse/Use, Depression, Anxiety, and others. If you cannot handle seeing these topics, i recommend you either filter your tags or avoid our blog.
🫶 Please take care of yourself 🫶
Welcome 2 our blog!!
I say “our” cuz I am a dissociative system, and my other parts will likely make appearances on this blog. I dislike a lot of the definitions people give about DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) and other dissociative disorders, but I will put one here for those who are unfamiliar.
👻 Hi, I am the main part who is using this Blog. Get to know me, and the others:
-> 👻: hiiiiiii!!!! my name is Ghost, as i’ve said a million times. I call myself a lesbian because that’s what feels comfortable to me but technically i might be bisexual? i do not know. i really like fashion, super into alternative subcultures especially gothic styles, but honestly? my tastes are really wide. I love music and i’m trying to find more artists i like. I love cats and sea creatures of all kinds. I love cartoons and tv shows from my childhood, Monster High, Barbie, My Little Pony, Cartoon Network, i could go on forever. My pronouns are usually she/they but sometimes i like masculine pronouns too. I consider myself a sort of feminine/soft butch i guess? i hte the word futch it sounds a cabinet, so i prefer butch. Idk what else to say here so uhhh,,, thanks for reading!!! 💕
Other Parts Intros:
-> 🌿: Hello everyone, my name is Olivia but you can call me Liv. My pronouns are she/her, I am one of the parts you might see on this blog. You could consider me a “mom friend” type of person. What are some things I could say about myself? I enjoy looking at flowers, I like teas and coffee, although I don’t have it often. I like gold jewelry and leopard print. I enjoy journaling, I like spirituality and things like that. I’m a little “basic” sometimes but I don’t think that’s a bad thing. I like baking when I get to do that. Not sure what else there is to say about myself. Thanks for reading ☺️.
-> J. : i uh, don’t want to post here but just know that i’m around. He/Him or It/Its.
we have many many parts and we are still discovering ourselves, so you may find more of us added or changed over time. we are trying to make recovery a goal in out life but it is not easy and we are not perfect. relevant parts will probably add their info here if/when they want.
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i want to feel safe being childish/vulnerable and feel joy without the immediate feeling of fear and dread and sickness and being so so scared. hehe ☺️
sometimes i feel guilty for choosing to identify as a lesbian bc not every part of me (my system) also identifies that way. so i feel like i’m lying about who i am and the thing is i’m not? but… idk. feels bad sometimes. like i’m not “allowed” to be a lesbian bc sometimes we r attracted to men or whatever ?? :p
like…… i heavily prefer girls, and our host heavily prefers guys, and we both also like androgynous or nonbinary or agender.. etc people. so effectively we are bisexual. but not really. #identity is really weird
ya know… even tho i’m supposed to be like. the one who is okay with the system (compared to others) i still have a hard time understanding my system. like. i am afraid we have a lot more fragments and potential alters than we think. which is probably true but it feels so nebulous i can’t pin anything down. unfortunately its a highly internal experience and outside sources are unreliable about your personal experiences/internal processes.
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