#sxmnus

          “ you really hurt me this time. but i want to let go of that. i really do want to forgive you i’m just scared you’ll hurt me again. ”

            akiko usually doesn’t do this. she’s no stranger to sex and having her fun but she’s never done anything like this before. and not with someone like dowoon either. however, her body seemed to be talking for her - leading to the events that akiko couldn’t stop thinking about even the following morning after. needless to say, her heart skips a beat when she’d wander back inside her bedroom and find dowoon still there. she was sure he would’ve left after she’d escape to the bathroom to try and collect her thoughts. and figure out what the hell she had done. and why she didn’t actually regret it. “i thought you were leaving.” // @sxmnus​ 

as cecilia moved closer rowan moved back; having her any nearer wasn’t going to help at all in this situation. what she was saying wasn’t wrong. their sleeping together had started to ruin things between them for rowan but it felt like they had gone too far. she didn’t know how to just be friends anymore. “i’m not mad that we’re not fucking anymore, cecilia,” she huffed out, “i told you that you meant more to me than just sex.” she meant too much to her which was entirely the problem. “that’s true for now but that isn’t always going to be the case and i don’t think it’s a bad thing facing the truth of the matter. i might mean something to you now but what’s to say that’ll always be the case?” 

continued from here // @sxmnus​

            ‘  and  what  does  she  have  that  i  don’t  ?  ’     //     closed  starter  for  @sxmnus​!

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           after  watching  them  bid  their  goodbyes,  she  cleared  her  throat  lightly  while  looking  over  at  the  other;  hiding  the  fact  that  it  bothered  her  a  bit.   ❝   was  that  a  friend  of  yours   ?   ❞

    “  just keep holding that pose aaaaand done.  “   she flips over the paper she had been drawing on for the past hour. despite the fact that she had told the other she had wanted her to be her model, she shows a drawing of the vase behind her. ( and very badly at that. )  “  so ? what do you think ?  “