#swriting

I hope that you tell her goodnight with as much love as you can, give her the love I craved from you so desperately but more than I gave to you. I hope that you kiss her with as much passion as you did the night we thought we were going to finally make something out of our unfortunately at the time dying love And I hope that you hug her with as much protection as you did the dawn of our first kiss with your arms allayed around me not out of the need for dominance but protection, of her, your sweet love. Most of all I hope that when you look into her eyes from across the room you see nothing less of the beautiful, unparalleled, and marvelous of a world in which she inflicts, that she brings to life, but most of all is willing to lovingly and endlessly share it with you.

I know we didn't work out And that we probably wouldn't if we tried again But when I look back on the pictures of us Smiling, happy, and in love I can't help but smile from corner to corner Remembering all the hours of fun we had together The blissful laughter we shared The endless times we kissed that I never wanted to end The warm embraces that each and every time felt like home And the memories that will never be tarnished by our ending. I will forever and always love you in my heart, Surferboy x. Even if you don't me..

And now I'm the happiest, and strongest I've ever been.

There will be things that make you cry, out of joy and appreciation. There will be things that make you scream in anger and rage. But all emotions and actions and moments will blend together to create a beautiful life. None at which can be summed up of only the negatives, for negatives come together to create positives. None of which can the bad or sad moments be highlighted underlined and fixated on with a magnifying glass and called a poor life. For it would be blind to the beauty and wonder and magnificence of the other side. One musnt fall for the fooling of a seemingly limitless bad moment in a grand adventure. One musnt give up on the magic and delight of being alive. There is so much more to the book, than what's on the current page.

Get you a man that is willing to joke with you Get you a man that you can talk to about e v e r y t h i n g Get you a man that will go do stupid stuff with you just to spend time with you because they don't care what it is as long as it's with you Get you a man that'll wipe away your tears when you cry Get you a man that's willing to make time for you Get you a man that respects your independence and expects nothing of you (like tons of affection, sex or anything that may be typical "boyfriend/ girlfriend materials" NOTHING IS REQUIRED ALL THAT SHOULD BE AT THE FOUNDATION OF A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP IS HONESTY GENUINE LOVE OR DEVELOPING AND CARE) Get you a man that when you say "I'm not sure if I love you" they don't lash out at you and or get angry Get you a man that genuinely says I'm sorry and says it in person. Not just a flaky apology that really means "I'm definitely going to do this again because I don't give a damn" one that you can see is real and they mean it. Get you a man that says he'll love you even if you don't. That will care about you, even when you don't; and know who you are when you don't. Get you a man that won't create problems, but if any arise, is willing to fix them Get you a man is a nice addition, not a requirement to life. Relationships, like romantic ones, shouldn't cause more drama than their worth, know the worth and weight that it has on you.

Fam I have an issue. I think I'm a work-aholic 😂😂😂😂 like legit I can't stop working an hour ago I got home from school and immediately started my homework and I finished about a half hour later and told myself ok I should probably take a break while simultaneously pulling out my laptop and opened it and started doing more work online like 😂😂😂😂😂😂 what is wrong with me 😂😂😂. I NEED A LIFE SOMEONE HALP.