#switch!jensen

“Show me,” Bud whispers, not entirely aware he’s said it out loud, and Jensen grins.

He nudges at his friend, and Bud rolls off of him and onto his back willingly. “First thing,” Jensen says, “we're gonna make sure you’re nice and relaxed.” And he drops his head down, wraps his lips around the tip of Bud’s rapidly stiffening dick, ignores the lingering taste of lube and rubber and suckles gently at it. Bud lets out a strangled sob and bucks up into Jensen’s mouth, is stopped by Jensen’s hands on his hips. “Easy, there,” Jensen says. “Lemme show you how good it is.”

“I’m not... I mean, I don't know…” Bud trails off, but Jensen gets what he means.

“Just a finger tonight, man. Just a taste, see if you even like it. And if you wanna do more, we’ll make a night of it sometime.” A pause to lick up his friend’s dick, pressing his tongue into the slit at the tip. “Get some pot, watch some porn, lemme blow you nice and slow until you’re ready.” He grabs their bottle of lube, slicks up his fingers, rubs just behind Bud’s balls and Bud moans. “Yeah, that’s right. See how good that feels? It feels so much better inside.” He lets his fingers slide back while he takes Bud’s dick into his mouth again, swallows him to the root and presses his nose into the wirey hair at the base. Cups Bud’s balls with his other hand, strokes over the sac with a gentle thumb while he massages the lube into the puckered hole. Pulls off again when he feels the wrinkled skin start to relax. “It’s gonna be so good, man. You can’t even imagine–”

Bud cuts him off with a high whine, and “Christ, Jen, put it in me already!”

Jensen grins as he takes his friend’s dick in his mouth again and slowly, oh so slowly, sinks one finger into the tight hole. He gets as deep as he can, until his palm is flat against Bud’s ass and he can feel a firm spot in the velvet softness. He crooks his finger to rub against it and Bud bucks up wildly into his mouth.

“Oh my GOD! Do that again!”

Jensen knows his chuckle will vibrate along Bud’s shaft and he doesn't even try to hold it back, starts rubbing at the spot and bobbing his head, lays his free arm over his friend’s belly to hold him in place while he puts his skills to work.

“You like that, huh,” Jensen says, voice low and throaty. Bud is sweating, little beads rolling down the side of his reddened skin, and he’s breathing heavily, chest rising and falling every second. His eyes are squeezed shut, trying to drown out everything other than Jensen’s fingers, Jensen’s mouth… Jensen.

“Come on, man,” he pleads. “Want more, Jen. I can take it.”

Jensen chuckles. He’s got Bud so turned on at the moment that Bud can’t accurately judge pain, and this night isn’t about pain, it’s about pleasure. It’s about taking things slow and building it up.

“Not yet,” he whispers. “You gotta get used to this first.”

Jensen feels so good Bud wonders why he was ever afraid of this sort of thing, can’t help wondering how many people Jensen’s done it to before. Lying on his back under the crescent moon, and Jensen’s always looked so damn pretty with his mouth full of cock but Bud’s never seen him from this angle, never felt anything like what Jensen’s doing to him now. 

The cool night air hits Jensen’s overheated skin and he increases his pace, moans around his friend’s dick as he pumps his finger faster and reaches down to grab his own dick where it’s hot and heavy and aching for attention. He’s never introduced a backdoor virgin to this pleasure before and the way his friend is going crazy is the biggest turn-on in his life.

“Jen... ohmiGOD, JEN!” Bud is thrusting up into his mouth, back onto his finger, hands scrabbling at his head and tugging his hair as he tries to get more and Jensen does his best to give it to him. Presses his thumb against Bud's taint and rubs his prostate from inside and out, swallows around his dick and feels him come too deep in his throat to taste.

A couple strokes on his own cock lets him come and he knows his moan vibrating against an oversensitive dick is too much but he can’t help it; feels like the hottest guy on the planet with how hard Bud just came. He stays like that, holds his friend’s dick in his mouth and his finger still filling the tight hole, until Bud stops shaking. Pulls his head up and his finger out slowly, savoring the drawn out whimpering groan and already desperate to hear more.

It feels like hours before he can crawl up and cuddle in close, pull a scratchy blanket over the both of them, and Bud looks at him with unfocused eyes, opens and closes his mouth a few times.

Artist notes:

This is my half of the collab in the SPN Reverse Bang. I feel like I can say, My author and me have made it! Yay! It is done!

So, just in case you don’t know what a reversebang is, it’s where an artist draws an illustration and an interested writer picks it to write a story inspired by the work. More goes into the process, but that’s pretty much the gist of it.

I was at a loss on what to draw (I didn’t know there was prompts that you could use if you want). But every time I looked at Jared’s fox eyes I kind of wanted to know what he/Sam would look like with Egyptian make-up. And Jensen always looked like a Roman officer of varying rank to me. So, I explored that idea.

Before I got picked, I said I wasn’t opened to making additional art. But, that was only because I didn’t think I’d be able to. T.T I just didn’t want to get any potential authors’ hopes up.

It’s been a busy fall for me. Every week there has been projects due every week lately. Take my busy schedule and mix it with the fact that I have a bad procrastination and avoidance issues and you get a bad combination for projects at this time of the year.

But, I wanted to do more. I felt like it wasn’t fair or enough just to give my author one illustration. So I tried to make more. I completed the title card. I think the quality is okay. I wished I spent more time on the water. But, the additional pieces below are just WIPs that won’t be revisited. I was too ambitious. But, I put work into them so I’d rather them not collecting dust in my folders. You’re basically seeing the dvd extra’s deleted/wip scenes here.

(You’re only seeing naked shoulders in these WIPs, so it’s sfw.)

Scene 2.1 WIP: This WIP is supposed to be a season 2ish Jared. -_-  I don’t know if I accomplished that. The face and hair are passable....kind of. But I’m not happy with the shoulders, pecs, and positioning. I stared at Jared’s torso pics for hours trying to figure out how it would look if the source lighting was hitting him in the front. All the reference photos I found were not at the right angle entirely or the source lighting is shining on the body at the wrong angle. I looked at other dudes chests and I had the same issue. Nothing probably makes you hate looking at your favorite characters or celebs more than having to stare at reference photos for hours and still not figuring out what went wrong.

I should have devoted more time towards research, but I was burning out fast during the past few weeks. School’s been a little more intensive since it’s near the end of the semester and I’ve been feeling a little erratic because of it all.

Anyways, I wanted this piece to look and feel like the audinece member was the one hovering over Jared.

Scene 2.2 WIP:

This one was rushed for sure. I actually had pretty good references available for this scene, but the quality of the drawing was limited by the time that was left available. Everything is blurry or jagged. Jensen’s face and body have flaws and distortions that I wish I could fix. (hehe he kind of looks like a smiling grimlin) In the background behind Dean’s head is supposed to be a ceiling fan. It’s supposed show that your looking up at the ceiling, but I didn’t do a perspective check. And, I think I put the crown molding in the wrong place. Maybe we can say it’s just a room divider or something. Idk... t.t

Sigh. Oh well. At the very least the characters are recognizable?

Anyways, there is a reason why I wanted the characters in this perspective. This story is basically a pwp. So instead of just being voyeur like the viewer was in the roleplay world illustrations, I wanted to make it easier for the viewers to put themselves in the characters perspective. But, alas these pieces need a lot of work. Still, I’m not too upset with them. The potential was there and it’s nice to think about the what-ifs.

Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥

Musical Inspiration (Things that I listened to this time to get in the mood to draw, but not meant as an accompaniment to the fic):