Idky i feel this way. These leaks coming out from my eyes every now and then. Maybe, all my feelings got bottled up for a loooong time and now theres too much pressure so its bursting out in thousand of words i wish i could ever define. But you know i still hold back, for no one would understand and they will just find it annoying, says "im the problem" and they end up putting all the blames on me that im letting this emotion defeat me. Who says im not trying? I exerted too much of me yet its still not enough. If only i could rest from this terrible exhaustion, sh*t i nearly did. But i still want to win this fight. I will win this. But for now, i need rest and a break from everything's that breaking me. I deserve it. 💔 And for you taking your precious time to read this, thank you but dont get me wrong coz... i am really a very happy contented person in spite of the million pieces of my broken heart. 👋 #swgfeels #feelingoutloud
