#saturdayflashback #96 #20 #1996 #july #KI #slay #slaybackwhen #slaybackinthe90s #slayborn #slayedinappalachia #jennyslay #wickedleejenny #slaylife #slaypast #slayhistory #slaywithme #slayuplate #slayfearless #7 #17 #bodypositivity #fitspo #video #pics #motionho #slayfit #slaywiththefittest #slaymood #2023 💜

#blast #from #the #past #saturday

Yes, please...let me go. Get over me. Remove me from your current thoughts and your stored memory. Let it be as if you never knew me because, after all, you never really did. It wasn't me by your side or walking with you in stride. It wasn't me who was there early in the morn at the break of first light. So, what did you lose...nothing.

I remember all the aches and pains you weren't there to ease. I remember all the lonely nights when your "love" eluded me. There was no love, you see. We only dreamed of a love that would never be.

I can still feel the goddess of false hope creeping up my spine. Like the sands of an hourglass in rewind. I can still feel the desolate breeze hitting me as if to say hello in hell but only to tease me.

Lustful breaths, recurring oaths, broken records come and go.

You might not be able to fall asleep.

You could possibly toss and turn or have a bad dream.

You perhaps might wake up with a stiff neck.

Your morning might not be exactly pleasant.

Your afternoon could present problematic situations.

People might get on your nerves or annoy you.

Maybe you will have a financial issue that's giving you stress.

Perhaps, anxiety will make you feel nervous.

Something might happen to embarrass you.

A person you thought you could trust might betray you.

You might get into an argument with a loved one.

Maybe you run out of sugar and can't sweeten your coffee.

Maybe the news headlines make you feel depressed.

Perhaps a utility gets shut off because you couldn't pay the bill.

Maybe you're stressed because inflation is ridiculous.

You could possibly run out of gas...especially at current prices.

You might miss someone so much that it hurts.

Maybe you feel lost. Maybe you feel empty and without purpose.

But...the realistic news is:

Today, and any day you live, might not be perfect or even close to it.

It could possibly perhaps even be downright miserable on some level.

Every minute you live is unpredictable and unexpected, but in those moments of facing difficulties and hardships, you learn to overcome the list. You learn to make a list of your own. A list of hope. A list of progress and growth. A list of dreams and aspirations and goals.

Behind-the-scenes #sneak #peek at how I make an original "music video" because #adult #play doesn't always involve sex! 🤷‍♀️💋💜💯🤟

I make multiple clips, then edit what I don't want out of them, then piece all the edited clips together to create the finished video, then mute the audio tracks from all the different clips and add whatever original music track I made the video for...and done! 💎

Keep in mind, I do all of that while not hearing anything I do lol