#swearing-

im so sleepy. heres estimated lengths in more detail:

SoN jercy re-write: same length as it's book! maybe a few more chapters, maybe a few chapters cut. one work.

valgrace strawberry picking oneshot: this is probably gonna be just a silly little thing. 5k words maybe?

dc crossover w/ jason grace, which i have dubbed "Saving Grace" (with an outrageous amount of double meaning in that title btw) for now: have been plotting with @moth-monarch (tagged the wrong person the first time lol, sorry!) and @whosthatredguy for a while (you guys are great). multiple works. long. probably wont finish, because im chasing dopamine and the only reason im doing it is because this dc hyperfixation has hit me harder than the brick that hit jason grace and the crowbar that hit jason todd combined. will require lots of research into comics n shit. i cannot think if im not thinking about my adventures with superman. someone help.

cryptid fic: dude i came up with this on the spot. i want to give the demigods noticably inhuman traits (gills for percy, wings for hermes kids, give jason grace the curly white cloud hair he deserves) i have no IDEA how long it could be. could be 10k, could be 45k, could be more, could be anywhere in-between. im a mess.

superbat wingfic: *slaps cardboard wings on batman* tada!!! anyway this has mostly come about because the way superman flies atm is BORING!!! give that man big bulletproof wings he can protect people with please!! that'd actually be so cool. uh... hmm... ??? no idea on length. look at my estimated length for the cryptid fic. also playing on the idea that belief makes gods and cryptids, not some sort of divine right. (thinking about this harder. so hard. autism husbands...)

i mean i think its a good thing for that particular place, 2 help prevent spam n harassment n illegal shit, i genuinely do! but like,,, as someone who hasnt had a bank account in years (an still cant get one) fr reasons outside my control, it does kinda suck :< was lookin forward 2 possibly making dollars there

but at least its not like p*treon lol, theres somethin in ther terms o use thats like ‘2 make sure u dont use other sites 2 give rewards that go against our TOS, we will simply stalk ur entire online presence :)’ or somethin like that, n like??? lol no fuckin thanks, hard pass, goodbye forever *closes that tab* *deletes my computer* *leaves the room*

first i couldn’t clean my pasta pot (fr reasons outside my control) so i couldn’t make spaghetti like i wanted , then my milk made a mess in my fridge an it was bad enough i didn’t have anything left 2 make my hot cocoa with , internet went out a couple times throughout the day , power even blinked once or twice ,

and lastly, the ppl i live with cooked something that made enough smoke for the smoke detectors 2 go off for several minutes (there’s one smoke / CO detector in basically every room + they r all connected so if one goes off they all do) there’s one in my room, one in the hallway about a meter away from my bedroom door and one in the room across the hall from my door (also about a meter away)

the door 2 th other room is always open, my bedroom door does nothing 2 stop sounds, the walls here r thin, the alarms on th smoke detectives r extremely loud and ear piercing,,, 3 of them went off near me for several minutes and i have no real way 2 protect my ears from all those screeching decibels ,,,

it’s been two days (+6 hours) and my ears still haven’t stopped hurting, they still ring occasionally , it’s p awful , especially my bad ear, it hurts much more than my good ear,,, my bad ear ain’t even supposed 2 hurt! it just hears certain frequencies funny ,,,