#swanny

J: kind and selfless to a fault, willing to sacrifice himself if it means letting the ppl he cares about flourish. he's very shy, yet at the same time, very easily excitable. he's a child at heart, but he'll only open up to ppl he is closed to. he clings to his members, seeking affection, playing pranks on them as a way to show his affection toward them. childish & clingy, but incredibly intelligent and clever. he's faced a lot of hardships, but the fact that he always holds a positive attitude is amazing. he's not greedy nor takes things for granted, he knows how to appreciate what he has, but constantly aims to ameliorate himself. he forces himself to be confident bc it helps him believe in himself in order to keep going. he's very humble about himself, but will throw a parade for his members. non-huihuis often see him as a weirdo, but i see it as him finally being comfortable enough to show us his lovable and eccentric quirks. overall, junnie is an adorable and sweet kid, who loves his members and triggers people's motherly instincts 😆 (god, i love him so much)

HS: spazzy but intense. we all know how he gets when he's excited and having fun lol. he's among the moodmakers, the one always ready to cheer you on and offer to help you. he is very kind and generous, and yes, spazzy lol. on the flip side, when it comes time to work, he is INTENSE. he's hard on himself AND his members. he knows when to stop goofing and get serious. he may be a little clueless when it comes to most things, but he's far from dumb. super passionate and determined.

WW: the hot nerd jk 😂 idk how it's possible for someone to be such a perfect blend of: confidence, intelligence, kindness, and playfulness. (not to say that the others are shallow FAR FROM IT), but wonu is just so deep? in everything he does, he puts in so much thought, carefully choosing his words and actions. he's the cool kid that gets cooler as you spend time with him. he tends to be on the quieter side (when not having fun with the rest of them), but he knows how to take charge and be assertive when he needs to. the way he cares for his members isn't obvious as some others, but it's there, subtle yet significant. something else i really appreciate from him is the amount of thoughtfulness he puts into something he knows is important--not necessarily for himself, but for others. like how he took the time to learn flower language bc fans gave him flowers, or how he continuously wore the bracelet that jun's mom gave 96z. and his determination and sheer willpower. god, that clip from HTR. he was ready to collapse, yet didn't allow himself to. the fact he was able to push forward and finish the show speaks volumes of his sense of responsibility and determination. *sigh* jeon wonu, you are the perfect man

WZ: tough marshmallow lol. bc he's strict, but also super soft and sweet! haha. if WW comes across as closed off at first sight, then WZ is basically a hermit lol. he's very shy, but he's grown to be confident and proud of what he's accomplished. of course there are still fears and worries, but he's by no means hesitant or indecisive when it comes to what he wants from his music. passionate and serious, but still sweet and caring. a man of few words, but many melodies and poems~

T8: very goal-orientated and ambitious. a realistic, but still able to dream and create beautiful art pieces that require imagination. a romantic. kind and sweet, but not overtly emotional. down to earth and practical. (the same can be said for wonhoon too but) not someone to condone BS lol. protective of his members. won't hesitate to snap back if there is injustice or unfairness. despite the serious attitude, a real loving kid.

MG: mr. perfect, with a slice of clumsiness jk 😂 a soft boy. the kind of friend you can count on. reliable and pleasant, friendly, outgoing. can get huffy at times, but it never lasts long. emotional. he just has A LOT of feels all the time about a lot of things. despite being pretty much perfect, he still strives to better himself, never letting his achievements get to his head. his clumsiness isn't limited to breaking/dropping things. some of the things he says sometimes does come across as a little tactless, but it's never with bad intentions. he's an all around GOOD BOY. very soft and gentle.

DK: the kindest soul~ most ppl see him as a little ditzy, and he does tend to be clueless and silly, but he has such a big heart. and a very good moodmaker! it's not for nothing that he's our sunshine! hahah. but he's so hardworking, too. and also super emotional. if MG channels his emotions through speeches and writing, then DK just lets his emotions flow out haha. it's raw and honest. not one to pretend or put on airs. what you see is what you get. an honest and kind boy :D

SK: sassy lol. he is such a delight tbh. one of the brightest spots in the universe. not only is he smart, he quick on his feet and can turn any situation around. sure, he nags and sasses his members, but he loves them so much??? also king at reading the mood in a room. king of entertainment. king of moodmakers. he can be loud and confident and funny and lead an entire show. but on the other hand, he is very sensitive and ALSO emotional. yes, he cries a lot lol, but he's also more likely to lash out when he's mad (which is actually hilarious to see ngl). among svt, he probably takes care of their image as idols the most lol.

VN: (anyone who comes to me with "VN stoner" comments will get smacked). he is a sweet and caring kid, mischievous at times, but doesn't have a bad bone in his entire body. yes, he's spacey, but he is true to himself and what he wants. he doesn't bend for trends or anybody's opinion, and i honestly find that admirable. even more so than josh, he is very mellow. he is much more of the listening type, but afterward, he will talk and give you his honest opinions. he doesn't mince words. very honest and true. also great supporter, even when he doesn't quite understand lol. while he seems pretty mature, the fact that he's still much a baby when it comes to everyday life is really cute.

DN: a very mature and independent young man. in a way, i think he's quite similar to Hao, with how he is very ambitious and strives to do/learn more and more, to hone in his skills. very passionate, too. he is very responsible and capable of taking the lead, which he does when it comes to dancing (only second to HS). he acts like a hyung lol (and you can see it pretty clearly in the way he and jun interact). i think he has an easier time being the maknae nowadays lol. a reliable young man full of passion!

oh, man. this is a huge essay 😅 i'm sorry it's so long! and i'm probably forgetting a bunch of details for each member, so pls don't get mad at me 🙏😭 these are just my own personal thoughts about each of them, even if they're lacking. all in all, we are very lucky to have 13 wonderful, kind, and talented young men.

ahhh thank you, my dear! please take care and stay safe, too! hopefully this is satisfactory 😅

2nd yr: WONDERFUL... until the end of the year. the girls i lived with were nice, we respected each other's space, didn't have any problem, until the last day. BOY, I WAS READY TO MURDER. So bc of different finals, i ended up moving out first. i cleaned up my share of the apartment and that was that. I did forget a few things, but i told the rest of the girls to just toss it since it wasn't that big of a deal. So that wkd, i'm sitting at home, when one of them calls and says: "hey swanny, um, so i'm the last one at the apt, but my flight is in an hour and so i can't clean everything up. can you stop by and finish the job for me? there's not much left." i was annoyed, but i had no choice bc if you don't return the dorm/apt in the same condition as you moved in, you get fined a ridiculous amount. so i get a ride from my mom, and i have to go down to Res Life to explain, i get escorted by an RA back to my own apt and OMJ IT IS A PIGSTY. there's trash EVERYWHERE, the appliances are disgusting, there’s leftovers in the fridge. It’s a MESS. Even the RA was like “wtf happened here???” SO GUESS WHAT! I spent the whole afternoon cleaning up the ENTIRE apt bc of my fckng roommates. FUN TIMES! I sent out an email to them later that night, and I guess I must have sounded really pissed, bc the following year, none of them could look me in the eye ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

3rd yr: THIS WAS THE BEST YR EVER. I got to room with my friends, and it was PERFECT.

4th yr: 😒😒😒 I wanted to smack them. So I lived with my friends from 3rd yr, but we had to share the apt with 2 other girls, sophomores. I WAS CONSTANTLY CONTEMPLATING MURDER. Irresponsible, mindless, impolite, inconsiderate, and RUDE. And to make it worse, one of them had a bf who was always around and apparently didn’t understand the concept of a bathroom door bc he kept leaving it open like a fcking MORON AND IT WAS DISGUSTING. OH AND THEY STOLE FOOD FROM THE FRIDGE WHEN IT WAS CLEARLY LABELLED AS SOMEONE ELSE’S. They used the kitchen A LOT, filled up the trashcan to the brink but NEVER TOOK IT OUT. I came back one day to it overflowing. Not only that, it was so fcking heavy I couldn’t even lift it. So guess what! I had to pull out several bags and dug into the 2 week old trash to separate it out into smaller bags in order to drag them down to the dumpster 50 ft away. FUN TIMES! Oh, did I mention they were LAZY? Our door used a keycard, and for whatever reason those girls couldn’t fcking bother to stay put, constantly going in and out, so of course, the battery in the card reader ran out. We called maintenance several times to come fix it, and at one point, we got so fed up, we just left it to see what would happen. THEY COULDN’T BOTHER TO CALL THEMSELVES, INSTEAD THEY USED THE BACKDOOR UNTIL THAT ONE RAN OUT OF BATTERIES TOO AND WE HAD TO CALL MAINTENANCE OURSELVES AJHSJKDHJKHJDKF. In the end, I took matters in my own hands. AGAIN. I wrote out instructions like you do for school children and made them obey house rules bc apparently they weren’t worthy of being considered anything other than unruly brats. Thankfully, my temper was heeded and they got their butts into gear. The rest of the year went by much better.

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T8: 0_o you guys are weird. clearly i'm the one who loves him more. we're practically blood-related at this point. i'm the one who can pry his mouth open to talk about his troubles even when he doesn't want to. i understand him best bc there's no language barrier, and i also take care of him bc he's a baby Jun: heyyyy... but i do love you, hao hao~

MG: EXCUSE ME, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO READ OUT LOUD THIS 17 PAGE, SINGLE-SPACED ESSAY ON ALL THE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MOON JUNNIE AND WHY I AM HIS FAVORITE T8/SK: no one's got the time! Jun: /)_(\ Mingyuuuu~ i can't believe you'd go through all that trouble MG: it was no trouble at all! :D Jun: [skips over and peeks over MG's shoulder as he reads, curling up against his back]

DK: you guys love him, but nowhere near as me! where were you when he was panicking during his VLIVE solo, hm? i was there! i encouraged him and nudged him along. he always plays pranks, but he's nice about it, and he's cute! i love playing with jun-hyung! Jun: Seokmin really is so precious! [SeokHui hug and jump around like pure and precious fools]

SK: *ahem* you people are all delusional. I'M MOON JUNNIE'S #1 FAN AND I APPRECIATE HIM THE MOST. I'm the one who calls on him to make sure he gets screen time. I praise him 24/7 as well as nag him bc i CARE and love him a lot. he's so handsome but acts like a dork, and that's what makes him so wonderful and CUTE. i even broke into his shower to record him sing bc his skills are THAT GOOD Jun: Kwannie~ [Jun backhugs him and SK pulls out a tangerine from thin air to feed him]

VN: uhhh… i don’t like to brag, but i’m Jun-hyung’s favorite dongsaeng. he talks to me the most, we stay up all night sometimes just to talk about life. he hugs me all the time, and even though i’m too big now, he still tries to carry me. i can actually carry you now, hyung. anyway, we totally get each other, even when the rest of you don’t. we hang out all the time, and i’m the only one he babies. i love jun-hyung Jun: Hansolieeeeeee~ [runs over to try and pick him up, but ends up being picked up instead] waaaaaahhhhh! you’re so strong! mwah! [smooches VN’s head]

DN: as usual, the hyungs are way off the mark. i’m the one who loves jun-hyung best! i’m ready to go through humiliation and cosplay whatever he wants as long as it makes him happy. SK-hyung isn’t the only one who hypes him up, i do it too, and i don’t nag him. i give him constructive criticism which he always appreciates. Jun: DN really is so manly and cool! *clutches chest*

SC: wait… are we missing someone? JH: Wonwoo hasn’t said anything yet! JS: what’s up with that, dude? HS: yeah! what’s wrong with you! WZ: (¬_¬) T8: did you have a fight or something? MG: that’s no reason to ignore the conversation, especially when it’s about Moon Junnie! DK: what’s wrong??? SK: *eyes narrow and gears in his head spin* VN: O.O wonwoo-hyung? DN: are you mad??? say something! WW: [puts down game console] i appreciate you all loving junnie, i really do. but there’s only one answer to who loves junnie most: jeon wonwoo. SVT: [sputter]: and what makes you so special?! WW: 😏 boyfriend privilege. right, kitten? Jun: [falls into wonu’s arms and nuzzles, burrowing his face into the crook of wonu’s shoulder] yes, wonwon~ 😊💖💖 WW: and there you have it. i win 😏 [behind Jun’s back] and i’d kill anyone who makes him cry, so there’s that too SVT:  😮 … fair enough

Donsaeng Line:

DK: PURE~ there's a thread on twitter about SeokHui, and it's adorable! SVT's pure babies =') DK referred to him as a baby and kinda treats him like that too. But he also admires him (as seen in his little speech at the end of their Eat Live show). Also can’t forget that Solo VLive where he basically sat thru it with Jun just bc Jun was terrified lol. DK has a very genuine and pure way of sorta “protecting” his baby hyung haha. SeokHui: pure and genuine friendship

MG: Puppy!!! Haha. I’ve talked about GyuHui before, so I’ll try to keep it short. MG really really really loves Jun. He probably spends a lot of time hanging out with the guy behind the scene considering how much he knows about him and his little habits. MG is probably one of Jun’s fanboys, tbh. He doesn’t treat him as a hyung (does ANYONE in SVT??? Maybe just VN lol), but he does respect him as a teacher haha. There used to be a sort of rivalry going on… and idk what happened to it lol. GyuHui: Puppy and Kitten. I love them, they’re so cuuuuute

T8: Actual brother. I’m not saying the others aren’t brothers, but Jun8 have the same dynamic as actual RELATED siblings. They bicker, and they might not always hang out together, but they love each other. Hao gets exasperated with jun A LOT, and he’s never shied away from showing it. But if anyone tries anything, he will cut a bitch. Hao treats Jun as his bratty younger brother, one he actually admires bc he knows Jun has talent and skills. He just wishes Jun would stop fooling around so much lol (I always found it funny how Hao tolerates MG’s antics a lot better than Jun’s, maybe it’s just my biases showing ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyway…) Jun8: BRO 4 LYFE

SK: Sassy lol. I love BooJun. And I think SK said it best during that one interview where he talked about his relationship with Jun. SK nags him. A LOT. But it’s bc he loves him haha. SK probably doesn’t even call him hyung when they’re home bc Jun is such a baby to him, which he oftentimes PROTECTS and also nags lol. He is also part of Jun’s fanclub, battling it out with MG for #1. He admires and respects Jun as an artist, but treats him like a baby brother who needs constant coddling and support, along with scolding.

VN: THE BEST FRIEND. If Hao is jun’s actual brother, then VN is his BFF. Not the kind you stick to all the time, but the one you spend HOURS talking about… everything. The one you’re comfortable with the most, and the one you probably reach out for on instinct. VN adores his hyung. The only one who considers Jun a hyung lol. He’s like a rock, constant and always there whenever Jun needs him (especially when it’s for pranks and such). But he is also Jun’s baby and it’s so CUTE ajhsdhajkshajs. God, he just pushes it bc he knows he’ll get whatever he wants, and Jun indulges basically all his whims. JunSol: Dad and Baby lololol

DN: Hyung Dongsaeng. DN has gotten better at handling Jun lol. He can read him better now, and it leads to a lot more teasing, indulgence, and praising, along with hyping Jun up or throwing him a life-line when he’s struggling. DN acts like the hyung that he actual is, and takes care of Jun, albeit not as intensely as some other members. When asked if he’d be willing to cosplay with Jun, he said “sure, if it’s for Jun-hyung, then I’ll do it” and that did it for me lol. and it probably helps maintain this dynamic that Jun shows him so much respect. He’s said it before how he doesn’t see DN as a dongsaeng, but more as a friend, removing that age limit. ChanHui: Endearing Respect