#svpaa

Do you play Pokémon Go ?

It is true that I just don’t care about uninteresting or meaningless conversations/people - if it isn’t of any use, I won’t waste my time. But contrary to popular belief, I do have feelings, even very strong ones from time to time. As an INTJ I have trouble understanding them, which collides with my rationality since I always need to understand everything around me. Without that understanding, I feel kind of lost. Not knowing why I feel certain things can drive me mad inside my logical mind. But instead of letting it take over, I hide it and sometimes ignore it too. The problem with the strongest feelings, such as love or anxiety, is that the usual mask isn’t enough, and my behaviour can tend to the contrary of my feelings, just for the sake of hiding. This is one of the reasons why I might seem cold from the outside. But all I am actually doing is trying to make sense.