#survisorsguilt

– i freeze in the face of adversities as a survival instinct – Fight or Flight. – if i steady my pulse to near-absence i will escape fears and punishments – Fight or Flight. – instead i suffer. then dedicate time thinking i’ll encounter this, again. an opportunity that has fled – Fight or Flight. – but in realization, i’m stagnant, petrified by fear my muscles tense, my bones…