āNo intention of control, huh? Sure. Like youāve evidenced that.
āUnlike you, I listen to what people have to say. You just think you can push some little switch to have someone become friends with you, even when youāve blatantly ignore what they may have said. Hell, you even expressed your need for control in the way we met. Iād guide you through the little twists and turns, but like Date, youāre too proud for that.
Unlike the snakes, I show compassion. You would have seen that as well if you weren't so busy trying to reach some sort of nirvana for silencing me.
I donāt even know why I care trying to explain this to you. Youāll only make sure iāve been bound to the quiet of your world anyway. Yet, you wonder why I want one of the few friends I have away from you.
I am petty. I have a wildly different view from most people that are supposed to be my kind. However, do you see people running their hands all over me like they do to that girl I was trying to help identify the issues of?
That poor girl was bred into compliance. I, on the other hand, have been whisked into a world where Iād be nonexistent if I were nearly as apologetic as she is.
Neither of these worlds needs another abuser who thinks heās good. Until youāre ready to realize that, you will leave the Hojo and the Shungyosai alone. If you fail to do so, I will find a way to disperse you from this realm forever.ā