#surely something

Baffled by people being surprised that the self-hating emotionally abused and rejected by the world teenage girl is willing to die for the first person to set her free in her entire life.

She still sees nothing in her future. That’s why she says “IF I had found love sooner—“

IF

IF, MEANING THAT SHE CURRENTLY THINKS IT IS TOO LATE.

But it’s not, that part of her salvation has not been achieved yet. The part where she accepts that she can be saved in every way possible that the manga declares is the true way of being a hero—saving the heart and body.

Toga’s heart was first, her body is next.

The body comes last because she thinks her heart was saved too late. Now it’s time for someone (cough cough Hawks I’m looking at you) to show that saving her physical existence is just as important and that it’s better late than never.

God for fucks sake. Touya gets saved and immediately wants to die. Toga gets saved and is ready to die.

It’s not because “being saved is bad” lmao get real it’s because in Touya’s case it’s too painful to face that he has the people he loves in front of him for the first time in a decade and in Toga’s case it’s simply too good to be true and in the midst of a battle, they see no point in being saved. They haven’t been shown what being saved can do for them.

That’s stage 3.

I am writing and I would appreciate ideas thank you

rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and i’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it!

I was tagged (ages ago....) by @unmarkedinlife, @being-luminous and @atlantablack ❤️

The list is uuh. Something. I tend to make a doc for anything I have slightly more than a prompt for. At least it’s only the title, right? Ha.

Merlin fics

Let Arthur have a good mother figure in his life, damn it

Through the Fire, I Will Run

You Can Be Every Little Thing You Want Nobody To Know

Yet another The Death Song of Uther Pendragon AU (Ygraine)

The Sins of the Father AU

The Sins of the Father AU 2

Bodyswap AU

Would You Get Your Knuckles Bloody For Me

I Could Love You If You Let Me (soulmates)

Eulogy - Letters and Pain

The Tears of Uther Pendragon AU

Break Up Fic

Disir, or the one where Arthur is perceptive for once

A Matter of Secrecy (Kilgharrah & Arthur)

The Secret Sharer AU or: Merlin snaps

To See Clearly

Arthur knows, but not really, and it might come back to bite him

Druid Merlin - acceptance through exposure

Leon does not get paid enough for this

You Can Push, But I Won’t Budge

Morgwen Dark Tower Angst

Morgwen DOTD Angst

Scar Reveal

Post DOTD but make it worse

You Don’t Get to Leave Like This

HP Fics

Durmstrang AU (Prongsfoot, Regulus & Sirius)

A Stupid Burst of Recklessness (Jegulus)

Forgiveness Won’t Make Us (Sirius & Regulus)

I’ll Always Let You Care (Prongsfoot)

The one where they’re more stupid than usual (Prongsfoot)

Force Won’t Keep Me Away (But You Might) (Prongsfoot)

I’ll Follow You If You Let Me (Regulus)

Okay so. This is bad. This isn’t all, only the ones I have more than a prompt for. Someone pay me to write fic please? 😭