#superschmidt

THIS is why I’ll forever be a Kendall girl. I took my daughter to the 7/30 KC show. Her first concert - she had NO IDEA she was meeting the guys. Surprise! I told them how she was clueless about meeting them, and as always the guys went above and beyond. They treated her like the only little kid in the world, and when you’re little you know EXACTLY how that makes you feel. Like you’re on top of the world!

They gave us four photos. Four. It was the guy’s idea. Even after security started rushing us - James and Kendall demanded we take a “family” photo and then that I got my solo picture as well.

My daughter gifted Kendall her “happiest camper” hat that we wrote inside of and he repeatedly made sure that she wanted him to have it, and told her she was a total sweetheart and would cherish it.

>Fast forward to the St. Louis show, 7/31, and sure enough, Kendall has her happiest camper hat on. 😭 He wore it for the entirety of the meet and greet.

So not only did he keep his word, but he could’ve easily tossed the hat aside and never worn it again. But he did. My daughter is over the moon with happiness. She idolizes these guys and it makes me SO HAPPY knowing that these are the people she looks up to.

It’s Nikki. Superschmidt/allaboutbigtimerush. For those of you who may somehow remember me. Somehow made it to 24 1/2 years old and still not dead yet. Oooof. 

Contemplating booting up the blog. Not necessarily running it anymore or anything, since I’m so busy and I know I won’t have the time to do so. Maybe I’ll just kinda put a new theme on it so all the posts are visible again and even those who don’t follow me can still enjoy the things I posted /reblogged years ago. 

How is everyone btw?

I have a 5 year old daughter and 1 1/2 year old son now. Wtf. It feels.. weird to type that. I think this blog was deactivated before I even had my first kid..

.. time flies. 

Anyways, hope all is well with any of my followers still floating around out here who may see this. Tell me how you are. I hope you and your loved ones are happy and healthy.

Also, leave feedback! Do I reboot? Help.

Love always,

Nikki <3

FOUR

they LOVED HER

”I can’t stand this hollow home, vacancy signs down the road. I’m sorry for the things that I said, I’m sorry for the way I left it. You mean the world to me, I want the world to know, don’t let me go. Don’t let me go.”