#supermodelbysza

Holy shmokes, I can’t believe I’m back on Tumbler after 6ish years.

Usually, I resort to my journal as an outlet to release tension, but often, I wonder what others have to say. And I think about all the people around the world that might feel the same. How cool it would be to connect with them. I guess that was the motive.... And sometimes I just need somewhere to put these random ass thoughts! Know what I mean?! At least for now, until I can afford a therapist LMAO. 

I have mixed emotions about social media. Seeing how superficial it’s gotten makes it undesirable for me to post anything personal. It’s like, what’s the point? However, I LOVE sharing my story. I LOVE creative expression. And I’m on Instagram all the time taking inspiration from others. I just can’t handle how much room there is to be misconstrued. I don’t wish to be judged by where I’ve been, what I have, how many likes... That said, I’d like to keep this outlet anonymous. It’ll satisfy everything I love about social media without all the bullshit. Not to say that anonymity doesn’t come with negative comments! Shit, we’ll see if I’m prepared for that. 

I’m curious to see where this goes.