I think Iām going to start planning out a video series about my past on BZPower, maybe broadening it beyond my own personal stuff if other people get on board.
If youāve read my past tangents when Iāve been on a nostalgia rush, youāll know thereās a lot of ideas I had that wound up being unused. A lot of plans between me and Dark709 for the movies, and my own plans for SK Inn and the continuity around it. Itās as though that unfinished business has created a restless ghost in my mind. Itās gotten so bad even when I havenāt thought about it consciously in a while Iāve been having *dreams* about it.
Thereās no way I can actually go back to that... I canāt commit to that when I have so much else I want to do later on. I have my own world and work of fiction that I want to create thatās JUUST about ready to break free of my imagination. But maybe a video series going over the past and what wouldāve been can finally put this ghost to rest.
I would certainly love to get in contact with Dark for aĀ āhow RoHD would have endedā video so it could have both of our perspectives on it. But I wouldnāt have a clue how to do that at this point, so you might just have to get it from my perspective.
Hopefully this can give me some much needed closure, as well as to any audience that remains. I really donāt want to be stuck in the past anymore, but trying to ignore it isnāt helping.