I am dedicating my 2,000th post to Cryssie.
Cryssie, I doubt you will ever understand how important you are to me. But that's okay, because it's impossible to comprehend a number as big as the size of the universe.
You are practically my big sister. You're like... The person who I look up to the most. Every time I see a post of yours on a roleplay account, a fanfiction you wrote, whatever, I can't help but think how amazing you are to be able to write so much quality. I'm not even joking-- I really do find myself thinking things like that.
And don't get me started on your art. Seriously, if I could draw like that I'd be making people pay for my stuff. Actually, if you ever do that I'll buy your GBA SP. Just saying.
Plus... You're always so nice to me, even when I'm not being nice to myself. You're always there to remind me how important I am, how people care about me, and... I want to do the same for you.
I love you. So I don't ever want you to try something like that again. I know how you feel, I really do. You know what I've been through, so I hope you understand how much I sympathize with you. I wish that I could hop on a plane, grab you by the hand, and go live in the France or some shit.
And hell, maybe someday I will wind up going to your house. I hope to, at least. I really want to meet somebody as amazing as you.
So... Please don't try and kill yourself ever again so that I may have that chance.
