#sunsworn

continued with @sunsworn !!

ameridan does not commonly find it difficult to take a scolding. whatever his vices, he seldom earns them, and so he can be assured they are his true due when they come his way. particularly when they come his way from the mouth of an ancestor. however...

“kordillus is not as other shemlenan have been,” he insists. though he keeps his tone respectfully lilted, his ears have pinned back. “his imperium blood is not to be held to his discredit any more than it should be held to ours!” taking a breath that he knows he does not need — not here, in the land of dreams — ameridan forces himself to calm. these meetings, held secret and sacred within dirthamen's realm, are secured things. there is little risk of attracting the attention of hungry spirits. that does not mean there is no risk. “call'st this one naive, and perhaps it is so. yet i do believe his visions are blessed, and that he sees truth. the highest truth. this one knows the path will be perilous, as thou saist, and this one will walk it with him nonetheless! we will finish what our lady andraste and the brave shartan started. the world is ours to mend, and it is mending, human and elven hands together!”

Helios sat in the dining room of his apartment. He was joined this morning by a human woman with glasses and a pad of parchment. The aged Elven Paladin sat with his hand folded on the polished wooden surface of the table. His golden hues were soft as was his expression. As the woman gathered her thoughts and questions, Elhanan thought about how he had got himself into this most uncomfortable situation. It was that damned niece of his. He’d really do anything for the young girl but he always regretted it. The female was hellbent on making their family name something once more. What better way than interview the only living Patriarch of the Sunsworn family. Elhanan was brought back to reality with the woman clearing her throat to speak.

To whom it will concern.

  It is with a heavy heart that I pen these words. I Elhanan Lightmender, Master Blood Knight and Soldier of the Horde, am leaving our beloved nation. It is not for any reason other than my own. I have served Quel’thalas, Silvermoon and the Horde faithfully for many many years. I will always treasure and hold my memories under the red banner close to my heart. I have lived, died once and bled for our causes, but in the end it is all hollow, at least it feels that way to me.  My losses and my family’s losses are too much to bear under this banner. I leave, not because I am unhappy or unfit to carry such burden’s or because the love I have found and carry isn’t enough, but because I wish to return to my roots and to the life I was born into. To leave these losses and the weight they carry behind where they will forever be but a memory and not a physical impairment. That is the sole reason, let it be clear now. I love and cherish everyone of my Sin’dorei, Tauren, Troll and Orc brothers and sisters and make no mistake that this decision is more heart breaking and harder than any decision I have made before. Before I close this I will say a few words to specific friends.

  To Lacryma Devanti. You are, to me, the model of a our race and our order. A pillar of what it means to be a Sin’dorei and a Blood Knight. I have learned so much from you and continue to do so from the memories we share together. I have loved you more dearly than anyone else, I have both fought you and embraced you as a sister for many a years. You are one I will think fondly of often in the years to come before I pass on. Though you may hate me for this decision and you may even try to kill me next we meet, I will welcome that fight. Know this, I have never loved a sister more than you, I was never blessed with a blood sister so you are cherished as such in my mind. Good luck my friend, my captain and sister in arms and in blood.

  To my family, the Sunsworn. Our family dates back to before there was a dividing line in our world, both politically and physically. This will not be easy for you as every patriarch we have embraced has done exactly what I am doing. But remember this, the Sunsworn are not one person, one leader, it is all of us as one, together we span faction and race. We are and always will be together in blood even if we are not together physically. I will never forget where I come from or my family. Be true to who we are and not even faction lines can break us apart.

  To the SI... You do what you do best. And continue to do so for the Glory of the Silvermoon, Quel’thalas and the Sin’dorei! It was my greatest honor to lead you.

  To Kayni, you have shown me what it was to love once more. You warmed a spot in my old, hard and cold body that hasn’t felt light since I can remember. I have loved you from that first moment I saw your naked broken form laying on the operating table. Even in your bloody mess you were stunning beyond belief. I know this will hit you the hardest and I know you will resent me and possibly, like your aunt, want to kill me. I tell you as I told her, I will welcome that day and will not hold hard feelings. You gave me love where I deserved nothing. You gave me hope when I couldn’t see it. You gave me life when it was taken from me. You mean so much to me and I will never forget you.

  That being said, you are young and have your life ahead of you, if you listen to one thing out of this letter hear this. There is life out there, there is love. Do not let this break you, let it make you stronger and let it free you. Do not make rash decisions like you always do, think and then act. Do not take unnecessary risks. Love. I cannot stress this enough. You will find love and when you do give it everything you have, pour your soul into it. Love has a way of bringing us back to life. I have had the blessing of loving two women in my life and you are one of them. I will never not love you, but I want you to find love and I want you to cling to it, let it fill you as you did for me. I love you Kayni Devanti, never forget that.

  Now, lastly, for everyone else who I have had the honor of living, bleeding and fighting alongside, there are too many to mention. I will never forget our lives, our battles and the impact you have all made on my life. You have helped me in ways that I will never fully understand and your relationships mean the world to me. I do not wish for this to sound like my obituary but I feel that way. I leave you all and it feels like I am dying. So let that emotion be weighted with this letter to reinforce how hard it is to leave the life I grew to love and cherish for the life I was born into. Farewell, my brothers, sisters and friends, may we all meet again without hatred and malice in the paradise beyond this world.

  Sincerly and with love,

Shit the Sunsworn has done today...

[3:26:01 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Turns out hito pushs coke to all the major buyers.

[3:26:03 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Like thrall

[3:26:04 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: and metzan

[3:26:10 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: *facedesk*

[3:26:20 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: and gc

[3:26:20 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Van: I think I'm living with the county drug dealer...

[3:26:38 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: oh lord.

[3:26:58 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Van: I heard a lot of knocks on the door last night, but was told everything was alright.

[3:27:01 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: You also realize how awkward that is going to be for other people, right?

[3:27:03 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: ...

[3:27:09 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Van would be like half of Hito's age.

[3:27:15 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: If not like a quarter.

[3:27:28 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Hito's some 60 year old drug dealer

[3:27:43 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Van looks like he's 19-20.

[3:27:51 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: hm

[3:28:12 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: what if hito was like, a close friend of vans parents and they died in a car crash and hito was like well shit.

[3:28:15 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: i'll take you in

[3:30:34 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: or worse.

[3:30:46 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: hito just walked in called him a faggot and slept on the couch

[3:30:56 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: LOL.

[3:30:56 PM] William Tuvout Walters: What a butt face.

[3:31:04 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Awww

[3:31:15 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: I love that random dynamic relationship Van and Hito have.

[3:31:18 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Van: What are you doing?! Leave?!

[3:31:25 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Hito: Shuddup faggot.

[3:31:26 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: OMG

[3:31:38 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: He's making an appearance in the next chapter of this AU

[3:31:45 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: yessss

[3:32:40 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: *turns on No Diggity*

[3:32:43 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Thei: So this troll has been living on your couch for a week now? Have you called the police?

Van: I tried but he hid somewhere? I don't know they called me crazy and left, he came back with a 30 pack and sat down and drank.

[3:34:52 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Thei: What is he doing here?

Van: He sort of handed me his guitar, crashed on the couch and the cats are picking things off of his dreads.. I really don't even know.

[3:35:47 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: Thei: Does he at least pay rent?

Van: Well, yeah. He handed me 400 dollars and rents only 600.

[3:36:52 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: Theidran: How do you even know him?

Van: Umm. I saw him play one night and I know a guy who makes albums? We had a few drinks and the rest is history?

Thei: He smells funny.

Van: So do you after sex, but I don't complain.

Thei: You think I smell funny?

[3:37:18 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: hahaha

[3:38:06 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: oh lord, because hito thinks that van = dragon can he think that van is a cop? Dragon = cop?

[3:39:33 PM] Aspect of Fruitcake: See the way I see it: Van = some sort of military contractor or something, high profile. 

Hito: Some night club performer he ran into one night that shows up out of nowhere to sleep on his couch every so often.

[3:40:25 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: 5 days a week, gone for the weekend.

[3:41:15 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: deals coke to to all the lore characters and Metzan. cAUSE THEY HAVE TO BE ON DRUGS TO BE THAT DUMB AHAHAHHA

[3:41:17 PM] Hitokitty "Hitokitty" Kitten: metzan