"Once you lose someone it is never exactly the same person who comes back."
- Sharon Olds; Satan Says
This quote has me reminisce what he said crying, how they would recover from something like this. Even I keep wondering if I'm ever going to see him being chill and nonchalant about things he used to be after what is happening right now. I don't know. Because something like that impacts not only your life but also your perception towards life. And I worry about his well being and life a lot, that I'm praying to God, the universe, at any moment he crosses my mind, which is almost every half an hour.

















