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the 1975 sentence meme   /   accepting.

       a quiet hum sounds at the back of his throat, words swirling calmly through the stream of his mind. sometimes adam’s pure and utter desperation to be liked shocked him. it wandered through his mind with such vigor. he wished for it to be gone so that he could fully live in the moment without thoughts of subtle insecurity. but no, that wouldn’t happen. though it was a nice thought. he could not rid of his inner proclivities to lack of self confidence, even if he tried.

so he blinks, averting his gaze to her. 

[ iMessage :  Claire Cohle ] ——but that's what strangers do, the remain estranged. otherwise they might be friends. 😉

she smiles brightly, before pressing send.

[ iMessage :  Claire Cohle ] —— but that's not fair you're just as bad as me.

[ iMessage :  Claire Cohle ] —— i think you’re trying to say you miss me; that must be a hard pill to swallow 😉

truthfully, the feeling was entirely mutual.

drunken confession meme  /  accepting.

       alcohol and guilt form together as something relatively toxic, aiding his tongue to spew any and all fatal truths. adam is not a mean person and wouldn’t even be caught hurting a fly, so the concept of mean was different for him. it had to be deep rooted, something harsh in ways others may not understand. but to him it was detrimental and vital to his development, something he can’t forget.

     𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 . it’s not really her . she’s not the reason the muscle up and dies on him , laying useless and heavy on the floor of his mouth . there should be better ways to accept kindness like this , better than just smiling , better than just thank you , some way to reciprocate that doesn’t come off grandiose or wordy , or just downright stupid . there might be . jacob heugh still doesn’t know where behind his teeth , they’re all hiding . she’s here , right when he needs her to be , with the very things he needs to hear just before he begins to feel weighty . it means more than she thinks . or maybe , she knows .      heugh smiles with that quirk to the sew of his mouth that suggests it might’ve been youthful once . he’s not quite as sunken as he’d been in this chair . all the little things , that he cannot convey , the things he can , when he looks at her . it’ll never be enough .     “     thank you .     “ 

"     𝐇𝐄𝐘 , 𝐒𝐎 .      “     ah , he’s bad at things like this . all this time spent within fatherhood , beneath the suffocating thumb of a work life’s press , jacob heugh comes to realize perhaps all too late that he’s become quite separated from his social life . she’s evaporated from his day to day and that’s just fine     ---     he’d nearly come to accept her absence , as it was irrefutable in the midst of happening , and he’d known that . she’s not practice     ---     rather a chance he had boyishly let himself miss . though , here she was now , and now was now , and he could not let the opportunity slip from out between his fingers again .     “     do you wanna , uh . i dunno . get coffee ?? or something ??     “ 

buzzfeed unsolved prompts  .  accepting➥  @sunrupt

❛   no  coincidence  he’s  in  the  red  zone  then  .   ❜

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍   .  her  distrust  ,  distaste   &   overall  ill  contempt  for  the  inhabitants  of  this  world                this  town  .  even  with  the  joke  that  rests  on  the  tongue  of  the  other  woman  maisie  finds  the  shock  value  nearly  nonexistent  .

❝    𝐙𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇   𝐀𝐈𝐍'𝐓   𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 .   ❞      tranquility  taken  from  him , while  gaze  bares  a  resemblance  to  anger .  THE  BODYGUARD  was  not  here   &   also  not  entitled  to  visits  on  the  job . curiosity  bleeds  into  his  mind . crimson  intoxicating  this  peeked  interest .  the  devil  steps  forward ,  eyes  locked  on  her .  his  advocate  was  out  on  a  job  that  involved  taking  someone  out  ...   but  we’re  sure  she  wouldn’t  wanna  hear  any  of  that .   he  was    somewhat  of  a  saint    to  her .     ——     (  𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲  𝐡𝐨𝐰  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧  𝐰𝐚𝐬  𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧  𝐚𝐬  𝐚𝐧  𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥   )     ❝   he’s doing his job ,      but  you’re  welcome  to  wait   ...   although  he’s  got  a  lot  on  his  plate  already .    ❞