#sunofeclipse

                   It was his fault. These people; they trusted him, and he’d guided them straight into a trap. Thank god, the worst could be avoided, but some of the groups best men were now injured and needed to rest.

     When Marcos walked in, Steve looked up, shoulders hunched and brows furrowed.

               “     I’m sorry. ------ I don’t think we should be doing this any longer. ”   

            “ i  left  a  lot  people  behind  that  i  thought  i  owed  when  i  signed  up, ”  john admitted tightly, gaze downcast as he adjusted the beads around his wrists uncomfortably, sharing personal information was always difficult but he felt as if marcos was finding himself in a similar situation that john had been in. the feeling of love, even the belief that he somehow owed those that he had left on the rez for all that they had done for him -- the crippling feeling of guilt just for even THINKING of leaving.  “ and  it  took  me  a  long  time  to  realize  that  i  didn’t  owe  them  anything. ”