Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā iĀ leftĀ aĀ lotĀ peopleĀ behindĀ thatĀ iĀ thoughtĀ iĀ owedĀ whenĀ iĀ signedĀ up, āĀ john admitted tightly, gaze downcast as he adjusted the beads around his wrists uncomfortably, sharing personal information was always difficult but he felt as if marcos was finding himself in a similar situation that john had been in. the feeling of love, even the belief that he somehow owed those that he had left on the rez for all that they had done for him -- the crippling feeling of guilt just for even THINKING of leaving.Ā ā andĀ itĀ tookĀ meĀ aĀ longĀ timeĀ toĀ realizeĀ thatĀ iĀ didnātĀ oweĀ themĀ anything. ā
john lifted his gaze to meet marcosā over the table, lips pinched together. he had wished that someone had told him the same thing back then, it might have helped him move past the guilt faster.Ā ā youĀ haveĀ toĀ doĀ whatĀ isĀ bestĀ forĀ you,Ā sometimesĀ thatĀ meansĀ cuttingĀ peopleĀ loose. āĀ //Ā @sunofeclipseĀ ā”ād Ā for Ā a Ā starter