ā° Ā āļø Ā Ė Ā Ė ā§ Ā Ė Ā ā° Ā šššššš Ā ššššššš Ā šššĀ Ā @sunkissdāĀ .
Ā Ā Ā Ā lashes Ā wisp Ā across Ā pale Ā cheeks Ā , Ā cerise Ā lining Ā russet Ā hues Ā clueing Ā into Ā current Ā state Ā , Ā clouds Ā floating Ā through Ā headspace Ā in Ā shapes Ā of Ā a Ā boy Ā who Ā couldāve Ā been Ā troyās Ā something Ā more Ā .Ā Ā what Ā a Ā sick Ā joke Ā , Ā to Ā think Ā neighbourhoodās Ā mysterious Ā outcast Ā could Ā ever Ā falter Ā into Ā such Ā a Ā state Ā of Ā hopeless Ā romanticism Ā Ā -----Ā Ā troyĀ kimĀ wasĀ neverĀ meantĀ toĀ loveĀ &Ā beĀ lovedĀ inĀ returnĀ ;Ā heĀ shouldāveĀ knownĀ betterĀ .Ā and Ā just Ā as Ā he Ā was Ā beginning Ā to Ā forget Ā this Ā lapse Ā of Ā judgment Ā , Ā harsh Ā reminder Ā had Ā arrived Ā at Ā his Ā doorstep Ā as Ā if Ā to Ā mock Ā him Ā for Ā ever Ā believing Ā he Ā had Ā a Ā chance Ā . Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā whatĀ theĀ fuckĀ Ā -------Ā Ā loganĀ ?Ā Ā ...Ā Ā how Ā long Ā have Ā you Ā been Ā standing Ā out Ā here Ā ? Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā feelingĀ noĀ needĀ forĀ anyĀ sortĀ ofĀ amicableĀ greetingĀ ,Ā troyās Ā sluggish Ā demeanour Ā drags Ā him Ā up Ā porch Ā steps Ā and Ā past Ā the Ā other Ā : Ā always Ā the Ā epitome Ā of Ā insouciance Ā , Ā dark Ā eyes Ā barely Ā taking Ā account Ā of Ā visitor Ā as Ā he Ā lets Ā himself Ā into Ā home Ā , Ā keys Ā not Ā necessary Ā because Ā , Ā ā Ā Ā yāknow Ā itās Ā always Ā open Ā , Ā rightĀ ?Ā or Ā did Ā you Ā forget Ā . Ā Ā ā Ā Ā ounce Ā of Ā venom Ā , Ā bitter Ā remnants Ā of Ā demise Ā still Ā evident Ā within Ā jaded Ā heartĀ ,Ā butĀ hiddenĀ withinĀ absentĀ eyesĀ liesĀ Ā aĀ questionĀ heĀ wonātĀ dareĀ allowĀ himselfĀ theĀ vulnerabilityĀ toĀ askĀ Ā :Ā Ā doĀ youĀ regretĀ leavingĀ meĀ behindĀ ?Ā Ā
