#sun tsbs

Back in my tsbs hyperfixation.

(Why does my best art only happen when I’m sick??)

Soooo I made a Sun x solar ship calender for this month but completely forgot to post it here—

Honestly I doubt anyone will actually do it but hey! More for me and my partner! :> but if anyone does wanna do it then please tag me or the calendar so I can look at the pretty art of my favorite shippp! :D

Oh and here are my two art pieces for the two first days!

Or: I saw someone else on here do this so I’ll give it a try too

Sun is a closeted transfem. I can honestly see her wanting to come out to Moon in the beginning of the show but then she’s degraded so much by that asshole which makes her just not say anything about her gender identity. I feel like she was also jealous of Dahlia when she saw him openly dressing feminine without a care in the world while Sun was forced to suppress her feelings.

Sun is fine with clothes it’s just that the clothes that Monty put on her with the clothing ray (or whatever it was called) felt too tight. Or: Sun doesn’t like it when clothing is too tight on her because it makes her back hurt slightly more and it also feels kinda constricting and that she was suffocating.

She keeps all of Nexus’s old trinkets in her closet which she had to take in secret when they moved houses since we all know Moon wouldn’t have allowed her to take anything that belonged to Nexus. Sometimes in the middle of the night she just holds onto random shit in the box and just cries her heart out. Especially on days where she hallucinates.

Sun doesn’t just hate Eclipse for what he did to her and her brothers at the time but is also kind of jealous of him too since he was able to have a happy family with little to no problems to deal with. (Specially after EAPS ended) She also is upset that Eclipse was able to move on from Moon being a piece of shit while Sun was just stuck with Moon not being able to live her life at all.

Sun is a vegetarian. I don’t think I need to elaborate on this one but I will anyways. After July 16th and Sun was able to eat, she refused to eat anything meat related since I personally like to headcanon that Bloodmoon ate some of the victims of that day and Sun gets major PTSD whenever she tries to eat meat because of it.

Sun and Solar end up randomly talking to each other in the middle of the night. But specially at the kitchen. They ended up being able to get closer due to them both talking about Nexus and Daydream (Solars Sun) They don’t speak about their conversations with anyone else and they just keep it as a little thing between the two of them.

Sun pov It has been a couple of months now since he left. I was doing some self training to get rid of some anger that i had bottled up.

It was helping for a while even before my training with Dahlia but it does not help me to forget about Sunny.

I wanted to be angry, I really do but I could not, at least not to him. Hell i don’t know why i still hope to see him again.

before when he disappeared I was in the heat of the moment I wanted to move on and despise him like everyone else, but I can't,

but it does not change the fact that if I see him I will punch him in the face for cutting contact with me, and not even saying goodbye.

he was able to say bye to the shamrocks and unexpectedly Cosmo and and Moon. but he had no balls to say bye to me, his boyfriend, an actual goodbye. not even a note, that bastard.

As I traveled further into my thoughts I felt a poke from behind it was Solar “Hey son you feeling all right you been practicing for a good couple hours now”.

I try to put on a fake smile “ I'm just fine I'm just burning up some steam”.

Solar looked at me a if he wanted to question me about what I meant but he decided not to “ all right but I think it's best if you come back inside we don't want you to pass out and make us worry, especially Dazzle ”.

"Wait what" till my head confused of what he meant until I turned and seen the window it was Dazzle looking at me and it seems that she was really focused on my training.

I wave to her and she wave back with a smile.

I look back at Solar “all right I'll head back just give me a few minutes to just cool down out here"

Solar nodded and headed back inside. I look around me and I just realized this kind of reminds me of how we both met once more or at least how he tried to scare me again by popping out of nowhere…

Flashback

Sun pov Hugh, i think that is Enough practice for today I sat back to the grass and looked into the night sky it feels so relaxing to just see him and think about nothing even if it's just a couple of minutes.

before I knew it drifted off to sleep ,

when I woke up I saw Killer Sun “why hello are there sleepyhead”

I jumped up quickly getting ready to fight before he lifted his hands up showing me that he needs no one

”oh their Sun I'm not here for anything, I'm just here for a little chat , if you don't mind”

I tilted my head confused but also keeping my guard up “talk about what Killer”

Killer Sun just smile “oh nothing much I just really do want to get to know you”.

I frozen “what” Killer Sun smiled "You remember what I said before I left you seen interesting so I came and was watching you this whole time don't worry I was not going to hurt anybody but I was exited to see you mostly”

I was stunned by his answer like I figured he was interested in me after he was trying to kill my brother or at least startled him but I didn't expect him to actually be interested in me.

I lower my guard down a bit “what exactly do you want to know?”

Killer Sun just got closer “well I do want to know about everything you , you have struggled so much and had no issue of forgiving your Moon and abusing you for everything. I just wanted to know how you are able to handle all that really if it was any other Sun I believe you were kick the bucket or get rid of moon.”

I felt my rays shrunk , while it is kind of true that I still stayed around even after everything Moon did, but it's kind of different.

I'm hoping he keeps his word, at least that's what he is trying to do. Even if i don’t have high hopes of him to ever keep his promise.

But if one day he does act like how he use to, well i do know i am not the same as him a year ago.

I look towards Killer Sun with a smile “well what can i say, i am just as stubborn for my family. Even if Moon does return to his usual self i will have to hurt him but not killing like you do”

Killer Sun just smiled "Well at least you're not like any other Suns who are just a pushover. I will let you rest now since i had seen you train so much. but just to let you know I will be back and if you want to spare with me a couple of times."

i was surprised by his offer

"you also seem to like practice your magic alot and I am more and happy to help.”

I did not know how to feel about that before I can answer him he just disappeared.

I did't bother to try to search for him so I just stretch and I went back home but I would definitely remember this strange interaction.

Now

I was so blind about his intentions back then but at the same time it was kind of hard to tell if he was interested in me when he first saw me or was living at the time.

I tried to brush off the memory and just headed back inside I saw Dazzle waiting for me I near the kitchen "daddy do you want some help cooking dinner"

I smiled a little "sure sweetie do you have something in mind"

She thought for a moment and blurted out "what about some hot dogs"

I smiled her " alright, hotdogs it is then."